Jul 21, 2025
transcribed my favorite part of the tr!bbh/malo horse monologue from today's stream:
[while contemplating killing a horse trapped in a tower that he's directly related himself to]
i could let you go... or i could leave you here
doesn't really matter.
you're not lukey, you're not aimsey, you're not water,
you're not [pause] pangi...
you're not pili.
you're just a horse. you're useless. you're trapped, stuck, stuck in the choices you've made.
every step you took seemed like the right one, didn't it?
and now you're here... you're here, and you're stuck
and whatever path you take, that's your destiny isn't it?
and you have no choice, no choice at all.
#he's 2 days old and confused and angry at everything and everyone especially himself#the self loathing goes crazy#the most conflicted version of regret i've ever seen#the stream was a really insightful look at how he ticks#what he thinks about his kill on lukey#what he thinks about his current role#what he thinks about tr!bad's original mission#how to cure him#if only someone was around to hear it#what do i do with this knowledge badboyhalo??? i can't effect the story??? you're telling me i just have to sit with it???#anyway maybe i transcribe more later#tr!badboyhalo#the realm badboyhalo#badboyhalo#oh yeah he ends stream by freeing the horse from it's post at the tower#then right after he kills it (maybe)#conflicted mfer... at least the horse won't have rocks thrown at it anymore#o7 unicorn
