in this essay i will be exploring why this week will end me
is it the fact that I am literally running on almost two months of working overtime and therefore on the edge of burnout or the fact that I’m on my period and yet it just so happens that it’s this week we have to draft our audit findings for two review meetings and i have an exam and on top of that possibly 6 meetings with stakeholders over two days (2 of which are confirmed) and I literally cannot anymore i swear I am going to be ended gahhhhhhh
It’s currently 1:57am and I’m drafting the preliminary findings for tomorrow mornings review meeting
It’s not the individual events rather the consecutive events without any breathing space over so many days
i.e, working on saturdays and going back to office at night to work overtime for almost two months now
Review meetings will end (for now) tomorrow but right after that i will need to;
- study for the exam on Wednesday morning
- attend the committee meeting on Wednesday evening (and actually contribute and discuss… it’s not just a meeting where i go and sit there)
- Prep for the stakeholder meetings on Wednesday and Thursday
- Plan out my tasks according to deadlines in tomorrows meeting and do a work handover cause I am taking my ass on annual leave starting next week for two weeks 🫠
I was looking forward to taking an exam release on Wednesday and chilling and also enjoying the half day vibes on Thursday but nooo sigh
Feels like it’s not much honestly , so i think it’s just the low energy from being on my period and prolonged exertion. No choice but to persist and persevere 😃
I can’t wait to literally just sleep as much as i want and not think about work after Thursday (in sha Allah)