#numberssuck

When dyscalculia strikes and you use 3607 instead of 3706. 🤦🏻‍♀️ #timetofrog #crossstitch #crossstitchersofinstagram #numberssuck https://www.instagram.com/p/ByIuGDbn3xP/?igshid=11izvnjdzeq0e

1) Trying to dial phone numbers but 7's and 4's get mixed up without you noticing...I'm still not sure who was more confused. 2) Autocorrect hates you and won't even offer to help you out. 3) Trying to sing Taylor Swift's song, Blank Space, and "baby I'm a daydream dressed like a nightmare" just doesn't seem right somehow

I’ve always considered 9 and 39 to be my lucky numbers. Why? Not a clue. I’ve just always liked them. I love the number nine. Well, today is my ninth day clean from purging. I thought to myself that it’s the ninth day of recovery? That’s my lucky number, this will be a piece if cake!!! WRONG. Today was one of the hardest days of my recovery so far. The ED voices were very strong. They made me hate myself. I felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. I skipped one of my meals. I had to fight myself to not exercise and it was an even harder fight with the purge urges. Today was very difficult. But you know what? I still came out clean. I am 9 days clean from purging. I’m not going to give the number credit, numbers are how I got into this mess in the first place. No, I got this far because I’m determined. I may not have any faith in myself, but I’m the kind of person that will keep fighting for the best. Recovery is the best thing that can happen to me and I’m determined to beat this illness. If I wasn’t determined, I wouldn’t have made it this far.