#nubg

it’s crazy how i look happy here

i had no friends and i was constantly bullied

i was the bad child

the wild one

nobody wanted to play with me

no cards from students on the holidays

no invites to any parties

they didn’t understand me

they didn’t care to

but yet i smiled and played and roamed alone

i was hurting inside and nobody seemed to know

aww she’s so cute

the adults would say

all they saw was my adorable face and didn’t really care how i felt inside

so i’d just smile and be polite while i was screaming in my mind

i’ve always been alone

i’ve always had to deal with all the feelings that ran through my brain

by myself

how can a little kid deal with so much

they can’t

i became numb at a young age

don’t understand my emotions

don’t know how to cope

can’t communicate my issues

do i feel stuck

everything starts at a young age

i like warm lights, grainy photos, nature, and music videos.

i don’t like to show my face anymore.