#notworthyourtime

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THINK ABOUT IT THURSDAY Remember it's not worth the time!

Stop dealing with that person.  They are not worth your time or energy!

Well it was great, fantastic, emotional, and wonderful while it lasted. You were a piece of art, but I couldn't keep you to myself, I was not going to do that to you. I'm sorry I let you go, I truly am. I am just damaged goods and I don't deserve your love. Maybe in time I will be ready once more, but for now I will need the space I was telling you about. I need to face my judgement on my own, and I couldn't ask anyone to be dragged down with me. I know what it's like to lose the one you love the most, and I hate saying it but you weren't that girl to me. Someone has always been on the back of my mind, and I can't shake it. Maybe I'll get over her eventually but I don't want you to be the rebound because you deserve way more, and I need to focus on me for now. One day someone will marry you and make you the queen I promised you would be. I'm sorry.

Today was a hard day for multiple people. I started my day in the bathroom crying...at work. Had to pull myself together. The last thing I wanted to do was workout when I got home, but my fear & anxiety is why I busted it out...instead of making excuses. I skipped yesterday so I did a double #21DFX workouts. I have been going to bed before doing things such as putting gas in my car (I always say I'll get up extra early to go get gas--I NEVER DO...THIS RESULTS IN DRIVING TO & FROM WORK ON E), putting my prepped/measured food into containers, doing dishes &/or going to the grocery store. Tonight I did most of the above before bed. I am however struggling with eating all my containers for the day (I've never had that problem)...while putting my food in containers for tomorrow I put my dinner in the microwave, BUT... I had to do the dishes & listen to music...I had so many crappy thoughts going through my head...doing dishes & music helped...until it caused a moment. Dinner will be eaten on another night. My 0 calorie drink came first. All that matters to me today is I made my workouts a priority...even if I did half ass some moves 😞 I did most of the dishes & I'm mostly ready for work tomorrow ☺ What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. #LetItGo #NotWorthYourTime #BeHappy