January 20th, 2019
Alright, my stomach is queasy and I’m best friends with my bathroom. I’m cheating on my diet for now on carbs like crackers and toast for obvious reasons. Thanks stomach flu. Because I am throwing up I refuse to post my weight here. I do NOT want to encourage purging for weight loss or do any positive comments on here about it. My golden rule is I don’t do anything that I don’t want my daughters to do.
If you feel like purging or just refusing to eat much of anything is your only result for weight loss then call this number:
National Eating Disorder Referral and Information Center: 1-858-481-1515
Otherwise tell family, friends etc that you may think you have a problem and you’re scared. GET HELP. We are all fearfully and wonderfully made and as much as losing weight can be healthy when DONE PROPERLY, no one should risk stomach acid dissolving your teeth and esophagus or depriving your body of nutrients to make your goals work quickly. Rome wasn’t built in a day and neither was that Victoria Secret model’s body.
Hopefully I will be better tomorrow with my appetite. If I’m higher for weight I don’t care right now.














