#notspiderkid

"that's a terrible story."

Head tilts as she leans upon the plastic barrier of bed, finding perhaps a mild offense to the kid’s words. Least, she was trying to make his time in the clinic a bit better rather than just resting in silence - from what she could tell of his injuries, he would be all good to go tonight if he so desired to. 

     “ - Well, I thought trying to treat a patient with flesh-eating bacteria was interesting.”

         she’d   grown   rather   quiet.   not   knowing   what   questions   to   ask   ( or   being   afraid   of   their   answers ),   she   was   unsure   what   to   say.   he   could   take   care   of   himself,   clearly.   he   was   taking   care   of   the   entire   city.   she’d   had   absolutely   no   idea.   what   would   ben   think?   what   would   ben   do?   god,   she   missed   him.   she   didn’t   want   peter   to   end   up   like   him,   at   the   hands   of   the   wrong   person.

         but   she   couldn’t   stay   quiet   forever.   she   didn’t   know   what   the   right   answer   was;   she   wasn’t   sure   what   she   was   supposed   to   do.   but   the   worry   had   been   slowly   eating   away   at   her   composure,   and   it   was   only   a   matter   of   time   before   she  snapped.   peter   didn’t   deserve   that.   it   may   have   been   the   first   conversation   they’d   had   in   days.   he   didn’t   deserve   that   either.          ❛ i   just             don’t   like   it.   thinking   of   you   out   there   alone.   what   if   something   happens?   what   if   .   .   .  i   don’t   know,   it   just   scares   me,   peter. ❜

  “No matter how strong or how smart you think you are,” he pauses for a moment, “there will always be someone to knock you down to size. Remember that.”

SEND ❓+ A QUESTION AND MY MUSE HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

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@notspiderkid​​​ said:  ❓+ honest thoughts on peter parker? 👀

When he had first met the little spider, the kid crawled onto the space ship with orders to not do just that and stowed away, excited to be on a space adventure. Young and naïve. Probably thought that everyone was going to go on a field trip with Professor Valerie Felicity Frizzle, PhD, or as the children in the show called her, the Frizz, clearly not up to the task to save the whole universe. However, in doing so, disobeying orders had indeed saved Stephen’s life. Sure, the rescue could had been maneuvered better and Stark’s comments afterwards were a little uncalled for, but all in all, everything worked out and there was a moment of reprieve. The spider had manners, more than Tony ever had. 

There was something nice with not bickering with a person or having another with a huge ego. And Stephen should know, being an arrogant asshole himself at times. Truly, it was nice to have someone with a different yet still smart mindset, just a little more younger than most of the group in tow. Who knows how old the Cloak of Levitation was and Strange never did ask his companion of a few years that question. Not like the fabric could talk or carry a conversation with him. He knew Stark was mentally five years old at points or was that the pettiness overtaking him? Nah. More like a man child. Strikes against a certain Iron Man’s overall attitude aside, Stephen was more happy to say his name towards the spider, who introduced himself as Peter. Was he like Wong? With only one version to call himself? Well, in true fashion without missing a beat, Strange said his full name in kind. Which of course had gotten jokes about how his own title sounded like it was made up on the fly.

All respect Stephen had gained for this super heroic kid was now lost, clearly now seemingly like all he was there for was to be the butt of all of the jokes. That’s how it felt anyways. And of course, after that, all hell broke lose. But before that, he sees all the timelines possible. There are a few where they are one good terms and many where they are opposite. All because one wants to fix things and the other sees that some people can’t be saved no matter how hard one tries. Stephen doesn’t think about it, doesn’t want to because he had seen so many times where the spider dies and it’s mostly his fault. 

Thanos wins and it’s inevitable. 14,000 times he has to not think about anything but that one time where it’s End Game. It results in Stark’s death. Which is a shame because everyone generally liked Iron Man, including the little spider. The realization breaks Stephen’s cold but still somewhat marshmallow heart. He wants to save lives not take them so this burden is now placed upon his soul, pulling him further down. He wonders after this, if the kid would blame him for everything that was about to come? Parker, he now knows the last name, should had. All Stephen has now is guilt and that is what he has for the little spider. 

And now, Strange is trying to reach out, making sure spells are ready to help Peter Parker out the best he can, even breaking the Multiverse for it. However, he doesn’t realize is that the END GAME choice is the end of their somewhat father-son relationship, that had crawled out of nowhere, just like an itsy bitsy spider.

@notspiderkid​    whispered    “    how  long  has  it  last  been  since  you  slept  ?    ”

“I know the way you swing around, I know it’s you Peter,” she muses, crossing her arms over her chest. “Love the new suit by the way.”

She’s still getting used to the Iron Spider suit of her own that Stark had given her before the final battle with T.hanos, mostly blue with red and gold--to honor Peter when he was d.ead and remind her what she was fighting for. She hadn’t really seen any of the Avengers since the final battle with how busy she got and all the madness in the news....but for some reason all the reports on P.eter Parker being S.pider-Man disappeared, and P.eter was in a new suit. 

   ❝ ... what on earth are you doing? ❞