#notsome day

After reading Lauren Graham’s memoir, it reminded me so much of my tone of writing, which is a bit sarcastic, sardonic, but somehow still extremely simple and common, which is me summed up, the simple and common girl who has deep layers of funny, sarcastic, dark and sardonic tones buried within.

So because I been on this rock form the scientist like to like Earth for way too long (or at least longer than 99% of the Tumblr users), I have a lot to give and to teach, if you call relating my boring/laughable moments lessons, at least someone (or no one, which is much more likely) will get to read this mess of existence I get to call life.

So for that, lets start with today. 

Today was one of those days when you think you are doing an awesome job, and that all the “good” intentions you are letting out are not hitting the mark, and you end up causing much more turmoil and issues than what you solve.

It all started with a certain FB conversation... Let’s just say that i’m pathetic enough to have all my family on FB, and by all, I mean ALL... Mom, Dad, siblings, sister-in-law, etc. etc. 

Well, the immediate family had a Messenger conversation, that in occasions would get stupid/dark/meme central or completely random, but mostly filled by photos of my 2 month old nephew shared by my sister-in-law, because she has to brag about her kid. So on a whim, my dad decides that he needs to add my grandmother to the conversation, which I saw as a big ERROR!! We already had another conversation where she was already included, a much tamer one, but where my sister-in-law had forgotten to post her deluge of photos, so we end up having 2 conversation where my grandma, who is currently in her “I’m trying to understand technology but everything you say will condemn you to hell” phase, so I definitely did not want for her to see the whole mess of conversation that my family normally has, so I decide to kick her out of the unused conversation, and just leave her on the other one, which my dad took offense over that, and I ended up causing a whole mess. And just because I still wanted an outlet for our silliness without having grandma judgy mcjudgerson lording over us.

And then, for work, I’m supposed to go out to the community and very creepy, approach families in supermarkets, and other random places to get them to come to our parenting/storytime classes, and I hate doing that... So after convincing myself to do this, I go to the places i’m supposed to go, and dumb me forgets to set aside some of the flyers for the families and I left them all at the school were we are doing our classes, so I end up not having information to hand out, which defeats the whole purpose of me going out to “recruit” when I dont even have the information to recruit with.

So now I have an upset boss, an upset parent, and a somewhat defeated self.