#notrp

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So okay, it seems like a thing that people genuinely think Axel had an actual job in the Organization as an assassin for Xemnas and that is just straight up not at all supported by canon even a little bit. Especially this concept that there were previous Org members that he eliminated before CoM?? Like that just straight up did not happen.

1) We know from kh3 that Xemnas personally hand-picked the entire Organization. Members 1-8 were all Apprentices and Isa and Lea had connections to the Keyblade War via Skuld and Ventus. Members 9-12 were also hand chosen for their connection to the Keyblade War. Roxas and Xion were both there also for their connection to the Keyblade. There is absolutely no evidence any other members ever existed. Even if you were to take Xion’s fear of being turned into a Dusk as a real thing Xemnas might do, that still implies Xemnas would have taken care of unwanted or useless members himself rather than outsource it.

2) Axel has never been called an assassin in canon. Marluxia is the one with assassin in his title, not Axel.

3) The cutscene between Axel and Saix in Days before Axel goes to CoM makes it clear that it’s Saix’s order for Axel to go on this mission, not Xemnas’s. Saix at first says that it’s orders from the top but Axel’s response highlights that Saix is the one making the call. It could have been anyone; Xaldin would have been happy to do it based on his later argument that Xion should be eliminated when she runs away, but Axel was chosen because Saix was in charge of assigning personnel and Saix wanted to eliminate Zexion (confirmed in one of the prior Ultimanias).

Axel has no pre-existing role as an assassin and being able to assign him this job is the payoff of Saix’s rise to power. Saix wouldn’t have had to become the second in command to put Axel at Castle Oblivion if Axel would have been sent anyway by Xemnas.

4) Axel was also sent after Roxas because of his personal connection to Roxas and Sora, not because it was his job. Saix sending him to Castle Oblivion was what put Axel on the position of having a connection to the Keyblade, which Xemnas found useful once it had already happened. Axel was also the one who would have been most motivated to get Roxas back alive and stop him from going back to Sora. It had nothing to do with a job title.

5) Axel doesn’t even behave like an assassin. He’s secretive with Saix and he’s sneaky about Zexion but his tactics are too blatant to be called assassination. He kills Vexen against Xemnas’s wishes right in front of witnesses. At Castle Oblivion he mostly lets Riku and Sora do all the work and then cleans up after they’ve done the heavy lifting, but that’s mostly just to cover up what he does for Saix. It’s still incredibly obvious (Xigbar outright says in a journal entry that Axel was obviously working for Saix during that whole debacle, and Xemnas has a journal entry about how he was not planning to lose Vexen yet), but his connection to Sora makes Axel too valuable to punish yet.

There’s no evidence that Axel has ever killed anyone before Castle Oblivion. If anything, the Organization seems like it was mostly doing research for ten years while Xemnas set up the game board for when the Keyblade reappeared. Sure, Evil Coffee Boy is less cool and edgy than assassin but there’s a lot more evidence for the latter than the former.

By all means I’m not saying don’t have fun. There’s a lot of fun to be had with the idea of a darker version of the history and what ifs ands aus. My point is just that, in current canon, there’s no evidence for it. Any meta or theorizing that comes from the assumption that Axel has a job as an assassin is inherently flawed because that’s just not supported by the text.

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#s - notrp - prompts

Corruption ⌚

Something happened, and now…  well, now you're having a less than pleasant day. It's only a matter of time until something worse happens.

Shattered 💀

You just shattered/saw someone shatter another gem. 

Apathy ☁

All your emotions are taken for 12 hours

Wings 🐦

You sprout wings, now you can fly! And do other winged stuff, I dunno. Lasts for 3 days

Dreams 💭

 •Diamond 💭💎

    You've been having Diamond Dreams.

 •Nightmares💭😈

    Aw man, here we go again. 

 •Happy 💭☀

    You deserve the rest :) 

Trauma 🛡

Something happened, and now you're remembering it… .  Vividly. 

Pink 😡

You got a little too angry. 

Trapped 🔗

You've been restrained somewhere. 

Love 💌

Someone just gave you a love letter. Not sure who…  how do you react? 

Planes 🛩

Either you're scared of flying, or claustrophobic. Either way, this plane isn't where you should be. 

Sunset 🌅

You watch the sun over the ocean. Is it peaceful? Does it remind you of something? Will you take this moment alone, or will you relax with someone else? 

Space 🚀

Off you go… again. Probably. Have you been to space before?

Music 🎺

Play an instrument or sing a song. You might attract someone's attention. 

Drunk 🍺

This wasn't a good idea. 

Salt🧂

Well, someone's pissed. 

Rose🌹

Memories resurface. She wasn't the best mom, was she? 

Forest 🌲

You're lost in the woods, no way out. 

Vision 🕶

You're blind now. If you were already blind, you can now see. 

Voice 🗣

You're mute now. If you were already mute, you can now speak. 

Hearing 🔇

You're deaf now. If you were already deaf, you can now hear. 

Tactile ✴

You can't feel things. No pain or textures. Your emotions are intact, however. 

Numb ❌

You can't feel anything. Not emotions, and not textures. Basically ☁️✴

Lovestruck 💘

Someone just snagged your attention…  Possibly not actually in love, forced for 7 days, after is not required. 

Banned ⛔

Someone/You just crossed an uncrossable line. Other person is mad. 

Time 🌀

Space-time shenanigans! You can now meet someone you wouldn't be able to other wise. Dead people, future self, past self…  people yet to be born… 

Invasive 💬

You can now read others' minds, you have no control over it. 

Healed ❤

For once, everything feels better. Your mind, your body. Please make the most of it. 

Gift 🎁

You find a package with a gift. Anon chooses what's inside. 

Fusion 💞

Abuse is never ok. Having a ‘good reason’ for abuse does not make it ok. Racism, sexism, ablelism, and all the other isms, are not ok. Neither is posting callouts, hate posts, vagueblogging, pming hate, sending anonymous hate, creating or supporting harassment blogs, and blog policing. These behaviors are also not ok.

I’ve been meaning to make this post for a long time because I felt like I needed to explain something about me, and I’m surprised no one has ever commented or asked me about it. (not that it’s bad, I just expected people to comment/ask about it since that’s hows it been going my entire life) That being said, a huge thank you to @jenlizrose for pushing me over (my own anxiety filled) edge. 

I was born with what is called a cleft palate and a cleft lip. Let me get into more detail to what this exactly means. A cleft lip and cleft palate, also known as an orofacial cleft, is a group of conditions that include: 

a cleft lip (CL),

a cleft palate (CP),

and both together (CLP).