#notreadytoquit

I haven't been feeling motivated today. It's been taking a lot out of me to do things. I have kicked it though. I realized something has to change. I need to do something different. I have mentioned in previous blogs that I wanted to start a Vlog and I think that is going to be something I do soon. I'm sure it sounds weird to some people and I know that people will doubt me and me wonder why I'm bothering and that's ok. I have thought about this for awhile now. In retrospect I should have done this years ago. I have a lot going on in life now with the house and expansion of the family coming and that all plays a part in this decision to start doing this. I am not looking to make money off of this. I don't even envision a living from it, but I want to create videos and hopefully entertain some people in the process. I know there are some obstacles and things I need to learn first, but once that has been accomplished I want to do this. I don't want to half ass this so its gonna take some time, but I'm sure I can do it.