#notnotsad

Yesterday. It was like I was watching a dream really. Here's me pushing through the crowds of people on the metro.. still have 10 min! Here's me running in the rain to the station.. 5 min! Maybe the train is delayed 🙏 Here's me standing in the middle of the hall.. the train left 4 min ago. And then, the bottom of the bag with the books breaks and all of them fall to the floor. At that point my only desire was to storm outside and run and weep and swear in the dark and rain.

...I picked up my books, went to the ticket office and returned the tickets. Sorry, friend, was going to bring your Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine back.. apparently, next time