#notloaded

GOD she was so tired. All she WANTED to do was curl up in her big soft bed and sleep until she couldn’t sleep anymore - but only NIGHTMARES came whenever she TRIED. So she had given up. It’s been days now ... but it felt like WEEKS. The blonde wasn’t sure how much longer she could last. The only comfort that Ronnie had was that they had ONLY been nightmares. No matter how scary or how REAL feeling they were, that’s all they had been. She had convinced herself of that fact. But after waking up from another ACCIDENTAL nap just prior, the truth all fell into place. 

                                           lounged in one end seat, legs draped across the one next to her, the woman squinted at the stranger.  annoyance dominates her features immediately  &&.  still she shows no desire to give her footrest up.

                                                               the straw of her drink is pulled away from chapped lips.  aeliana bites the inside of her cheek.

          “     IF YOU’RE  lookin’  t’  get  this  seat  ,  you’re  shit  outta  luck  .     “

❛ I like when you get mad. ❜

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇 !    ——–     ❛     that’s the weirdest thing anyone has ever said to me     ❜       she says contorting her overall expression and letting her eyebrows knit in the middle of an already wrinkled forehead.  Truth is:   she hated it,  the feeling it gave her,  how irrevocably vulnerable anger made her feel.  She believed that anger could bring up to the surface all of that one tries to zealously hide from the outside world,  it could reveal insecurities,  inner scarrings,  past traumas ...  anger exposes you,  anger blinds you but it can give true sight to everyone else.   She was afraid of that,   of allowing others know what hid beneath thick skin.   ❛     ...and i hate it     ❜    she declares,   but this time letting her gaze’s attention be set somewhere else away from his eyes     ❛      it hurts right here ...      ❜       a hand raises to point at her own chest,   the center of her very self    ❛    i don’t like that feeling    ❜    

❝  i can see that look inside your eyes .  ❞

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll BOLD what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .   accepting   !

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .