#notimetohide

The only think that hasn’t changed since I’m 15 is that, if I wanted to watch The Simpsons at 6mp I would have never been disappointed. I loved to see Homer being naturally stupid, Bart trying to piss everyone off and March giving her best to keep everything together and then there is Maggie, well she is just there. (laughing). And then there is Lisa, this wonderful girl who is trying her best to full fill whatever she want with her love for music art und the urge feeling that on somedays she feels displaced at the world she has to live in. I think it was some couple weeks ago were I watched Tv since a long time and saw it, and I don't know what it was but she became my spirit animal just like that. Now here is Nicole, 23 and most of the time I’m trying to hide myself, then I start to feel uncomfortable about the way I treat myself my isolation u know, like nah, I don't  want to talk to you. But actually I have always learned the most when I connected to people rather then hiding myself.It always gave me more growth I have to admit even. Think that is the reason I always since I am 15 to run a Blog, Youtube and all that but I always failed, because I were totally scared getting judged and rejected. The bad thing is whether I do it or not rejection and  judgment from others will appear so why hide and not start a Blog again about, Illustrations like the one you see Photography and my thoughts in general? We should try our best and give as much we can, we are born like an energy ball or something, and we always release some kind of energy what ever we do. my motto that wakes me up all the time when I want to go under my blanket and never appear again is; “No time to hide” that’s not  why we are here for.

No time for empty promises, No time to be perfect, But got time to do and to be

nice to meet you stranger soon to be friend

Where did we meet? Internet - twitter, there was our first talk.

Where was our first date? Alkmaar, cinema. 

What was your first impression of me? Very beautiful and so cute.

When did you meet my family? New years evening.

Weird habit of eachother? Yours? Picking on my skin. Mine? I've no idea.

How long have we been together? 4 months, 20 days and 22 hours. Short way to say: Almost five months.

Do we have any traditions? Not that I'm aware of.

An animal that reassembles one another? I can reassemble you with many animals. But first which pops up in my mind is monkey and the cuddliness of a baby rabbit. I think you would resemble me with a bear or tiger.

What was our first roadtrip? We didn't make one really yet. 

First thing you noticed about me? Your beautiful eyes, your cutest underlip, that lovely nose of you, these sweetest cheeks.

What pisses her off? Dishonesty.

Favorite feature about eachother? For me? Your eyes. For you? My eyes.

Two things I’m good and not good at? Good: Making me smile/cheering me up and throwing (Way better than I ever seen at other girls).   Not good: Technology and patience.

What do we argue about the most? Is there a specific subject we argue the most about? In my opinion there is not? 

Do I have PMS? Not that I'm aware of, or you can hide it real well.

Who wears the pants in the relationship? We both do.

Do I have any weird obsessions? Stalking people you can't stand. Lol.

Nicknames for eachother? Yes, yours: Aap (monkey).

What is my favorite restaurant? The one I heard you talk most about, is the restaurant in Akersloot.

If I am watching TV, what am I watching? MTV or TLC. No doubt.

What is one food that I don’t like? Chinese sprouts - Taugé.

What drink do I order when we go out to eat? Cola.

What size of shoe do I wear? 41 (UK: 7 / 7½)

My favorite kind of sandwich? At the moment it would be peanutbutter with strawberry jelly.

What is one talent I have? Cuddling with me.

What would I eat everyday, if I could? Chocolate with nuts or ice cream. 

My favorite cereal? Kellogs, choco pops (Which I introduced you to).

My favorite kind of music? You've a way too broad taste.

My favorite sports team? AZ Alkmaar.

What is my eye color? Green, with a thick grey border around it, which is slightly more thick at the ouside.

Who is my best friend? Hila.

Something you do that I wish you didn’t do? Singing under the shower.

Where am I from? Holland, Heerhugowaard. 

What kind of cake would you bake me on my birthday? A cake which contains chocolate.

Do I play any sports? Not anymore.

What can I spend hours doing? Being with me.

1) Where did we meet? In front of the railroad station in Alkmaar. 2) Where was our first date? We went to the movies! The Hobbit to be exact, with terrible 3D glasses. We looked stunning.

3) What was your first impression of me? BIG HAIR. No kidding. Just like I thought, a really sweet guy.

4) When did you meet my family? After december 31 but before januari 7.. right? I don't know. I met your father about 2 months ago.

5) Weird habit of each other? You don't want to touch food with your hands. NA-AH. You always dubble check to see if the door is really locked. You garnish your plates PERFECTLY. If they're not garnished the way you like, it annoys you. 

6) How long have we been together? 142 days.  

7) Do we have any traditions? Not yet, but they will come. 

8) An animal that resembles one another? You are a pigeon. I am a monkey. 

9) What was our first roadtrip? Our first roadtrip (we haven't had one yet). Lol. The drive with my mom from the railroad station to my house. 

10) First thing you noticed about me? First time I saw your photo: Okay. Damn. He is really cute. 

11) What pisses him off? Dishonesty.

12) Favorite feature about each other? Your beautiful eyes.

13) 2 things I am good & not good at? You are really good at arguments. Like, so good it's annoying. And you're really good in the kitchen (thanks to your mom!)

You're an awful singer and you suck at pillow fights. Lol.  

14) What do we argue about the most? Bullshit. Little things that aren't important at all. 

15) Do I have PMS? No. Thankgod.

16) Who wears the pants in the relationship? I DO. DUH. No, we are equal... sort of ;))) Kidding.

17) Do I have any weird obsessions? TOP ELEVEN. Hahaha.

18) Nicknames for each other? You call me monkey. I call you Jor (like, by your name, because I RESPECT you, lol).

19) What is my favorite restaurant? You have a few favorites.. is the Mexican we went to one of them? 

20) If I am watching TV, what am I watching? You are never REALLY watching tv.. if you are though, than you watch soccer. If not, comedy central is always on. 

21) What is one food I do not like? Fish. 

22) What drink do I order when we go out to eat? Coke or Ice Tea. 

23) What size of shoe do I wear? 46. 

24) My favorite kind of sandwich? PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME <3333. 

25) What is one talent I have? You have a really good sense of smell. 

26) What would I eat everyday if I could? Cinnamon sticks! 

27) My favorite cereal? Choco pops. 

28) My favorite kind of music? Everything really.. except for hardcore and dutch music.

29) My favorite sports team? Ajax. 

30) What is my eye color? Green, blue and grey. More blueish than greenish in my opinion.

31) Who is my best friend? Timar & Harun. 

32) Something you do that I wish you didn’t do? Drink alcohol. 

33) Where am I from? Born in Alkmaar. 

34) What kind of cake would you bake me on my birthday? Carrot cake! :D 

35) Do I play any sports? You have played tennis and soccer, right now you do fitness.

36) What can I spend hours doing? Be in nature and listen to all the sounds. Water, birds, wind. You can enjoy everything around you as long as you're in nature.