Around Feb 2023, I was asked to pray for our youth ministry.

Pero makulit ako. Ang dami ko munang tanong kay Lord. "Lord, bakit ako?"

Ang daming pwedeng ilagay. Leaders who grew up in YWAV. Who knew the culture. Who had the skills. I didn’t feel like I had any of that.

I was scared. Kasi to be honest, I didn’t understand. I felt unqualified and unsure.

But then one day, God brought back a vision given to our pastor years ago— It was about the feeding of the 5,000.

Everyone thought it was impossible. But the miracle started with a child who simply gave what little he had.

He didn’t see what others saw—limitations. He saw Jesus. And that was enough.

Until today, every time I doubt if I’m worthy... Every time I think, “hindi ko kaya ’to”— I go back to that Word. That reminder.

It’s not about who I am, but who He is.