#nothcs

My notes app crashed :D

and now i can’t open it without my entire phone crashing :D

and i did not back up any of my notes, nor did i copy them into any other app :D

i’ve lost three years of writing :D

as well as all the requests i’ve been working on :D

i am in absolute shambles, and i’m emotionally ill equipped without my immediate access writing app :D

while this may not seem all that bad, it is absolutely cataclysmic to me. i put all of my spare time into writing. it was my escape, it picked me up when i was down, it freed me when i felt trapped, it calmed me when i felt stressed. i can’t afford to get my phone fixed, and i can’t for the life of me figure out how to fix it myself.

i won’t be able to write as freely anymore, as i can’t get any other apps (like docs) on my phone. i will be rewriting all the requests i had started/nearly finished.

on the bright side, i get a chance to write those requests in a new fashion, maybe with a different perspective.

First off,

I am SO SORRY!!!! I know I straight up disappeared for a while there, but I’m gonna try to be back to normal starting tomorrow!! (If I’m being totally honest, I’ve been violently stoned since the last time I uploaded, and occasionally cross faded, thanks to New Years, blech) If you sent a request, I promise I will be doing them all!! I’m so sorry to those who did, and I want to thank you all so much for being so patient!!! I promise, I’ll do my best to make it up to all of you!!!

Just as well, I’m back in school, and at work, so I unfortunately can’t upload quite as much as I was, but it will be more than I have these past few days for sure!!

Lastly, thank you guys so much for 1,238 followers?????? I love each and every one of you so much!!!!!! It’s literally insane, and I’m just so happy that so many people think my writing is decent enough to follow :D

OOO SO BEFORE I DO HERE IS A TRIGGER WARNING

IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO TOPICS RELATED TO S*XUAL ACTS, ACTS AROUND CHILDREN, MENTIONS OF SEIZURES, MENTIONS OF HOSPITALS, MENTIONS OF PILLS, AND MENTIONS OF ALCOHOL PLEASE DONT READ THIS

Okay so, it all started in September. My dad has been looking for a girlfriend and found one, we’ll call her Jamie. Now, Jamie has two kids, one that’s 7 and one that’s 9. Now, the same day they met in person, she decided she was moving in. Note:My dad and I lived alone up until this point in a CAMPER.

So, this already small space for two became a micro place for five. Me and Jamie never got along too great, and the day this happened was the Saturday before Thanksgiving. Her and I had already had a fight that day because she had an attitude with me and lied to everyone about what she said. I told her she had lost my trust and respect. Later that night, I’m making mixed drinks, and before I get the chance to put anything else in it (Coconut Bacardi) she takes it from me and drinks the whole thing. It had to have been at least three double shots worth. After, I make another one for myself, she drinks most of it. Later that night, we are at the neighbor’s lot. There are two neighbors, we’ll call them Dustin and Robert. Dustin was already hitting on her, and she was hitting on him. She was obviously horny, and was looking for some after my dad told her he felt too sick to do anything like that. (He has been in and out of the hospital due to the his lack of insulin, and he ended up going into DKA several times.) So, she keeps flirting and bends over in front of Dustin. Then, she pulls down her shorts and underwear and tells him to take her on the picnic table. He does, in front of my 14 year old brother, Robert, and myself. We obviously tell my dad and he tells her to pack her stuff and leave. Of course, she doesn’t, and we have to call 911 to come get her. She leaves in an ambulance, and the police show up the next day, taking statements and such from everyone who saw. Since then, she’s been tourmenting us. Then, about a week ago, we get a text from her ex-husband that she had a seizure, and is in the hospital. So obviously, we get worried and ask if we can see her. We we’re told that she had gone brain dead, and she would need someone to take care of her. (This info came from her cousin and his wife.) Yesterday, we found out that she lied about all of it, and was just trying to get my dad to get back with her. She wasn’t supposed to even communicate with us, or she would be arrested. So, on Monday, my dad is having a meeting with the detective to tell him everything. Right now, she is being charged with Indecent acts in front of a minor, public indecency, and taking prescription pills that weren’t hers. This is before the conversation with the detective.