I think your name in all lowercase. I have to do this. When I think about you, you seem almost tangible. You have to be- you’re human. But sometimes you’re not. You are so much more than this.
I say your name with a capital letter. It tastes sweeter this way; it tastes like I imagine you would while I run my hands through your hair. I can almost catch you when I say your name. One moment I’m there next to you, the next you float away. I want to pull you back with your name and a capital letter, but sometimes you need to float away. So I just keep your name inside my head in all lowercase, reserved for special occasions.
















