#notfrail

listening to backstreet boys and nsync while coding deen’s theme seems fitting.

alright, hold onto your horses kids i’m going to try to be nice for once in my life. lets talk about @burgledthem / @notfrail.  deen.   she’s gone by many aliases including: somebody that you used to know.  a moron.  deeb.  that’s just a few, but she’s mainly deen.  ANYWAY !  this is an appreciation post since she’s had a semi-rough time off and on and i’d like to shed some light into her life even though im a black hole.  so, deen.  you’ve been my friend for almost 4 ( or more? ) years.  i’ve admired you since day one for your writing, handle on your characters and best of all your sparkling personality (  that sounds so sarcastic but i promise my gay ass means it !! ).  you’re someone i’m glad that’s in my life for all this time and lifts my mood to talk to.  you’re always funny even if it’s to covER UP YOUR OWN DESPAIR, YEAH I SEE YOU HOMIE,  but i enjoy it regardless. and i love you a lot, honestly.  big bitch to my little bitch, for real. you’re always there for me when i need to complain or just let shit out and you don’t judge me ( much ).  you’re one of the realest people i’ve met, honestly. honest to a fault which i appreciate.  also,  we haven’t written together much during the ENTIRE TIME WE’VE KNOWN EACH OTHER but it doesn’t matter.  i watch your interactions and how you handle your characters and it’s always with so much love and attention that makes each rendition of yours unique.  i’ve felt that way since the very beginning when you had damon and i loved your portrayal of him so much.  jordan parrish?  phenomenal.  snap snap, spark spark in the diggy diggy dark ( roy mustang ) gave me war flashbacks to my weeb days.  you roasting my on silas?  fucking goals.   anyways, what i’m trying to say is i appreciate you.  you’re a huge inspiration to me and someone i cherish very very much.  this is so gay but you get my point, bitch.  ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡