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Notes From The Underground - Fyodor Dostoevsky
Characters & ViewpointsĀ ~ Orson Scott Card
Chapter 1. What is a character?
Iāve listed the notes taken on character building from most important to least important.
A character isĀ their:
Actions & motive: everyone acts a certain way but why do they act the way they do?Ā Ā
Past: āPeople are what they have done, and what have been done to them.ā (8).Ā
Reputation: whatĀ do other people thinkĀ of you. Or more toĀ the book, peopleĀ gossip andĀ from that, they make a snap judgment. What reputation does your character have with the others in your story?Ā Ā
Stereotype (w/in their job, sex, age, family role, race, ethnicity...): here, the author encourages us to use stereotypes to our advantage. we have toĀ ācount onā our readers to make these stereotypical judgments. āCharacters who fit within a stereotype are familiar; we think we know them, and we arenāt all that interested in knowing them better. [...] Characters who violate a stereotype are interesting...ā (11).Ā
Habits/patterns: what they do on the regular basis and if they try to change it, why?Ā
Talents/abilities: are they extremely gifted? In what away? Are they not?
Tastes & preferences: do they prefer to look or act a certain way?
Body: what do they look like?
Chapter 2. What makes a good fictional character?Ā
There three questions readers ALWAYS ask within the first paragraph: So what? Why should they care? Oh yeah? This is the clue/explanation that should persuade readers to trust you. Huh? Make it clear. Make it believable.Ā
YOU ARE THE FIRST AUDIENCE! - if you donāt care about what youāre writing, your audience also will not care.Ā
Questions to always ask:Ā WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG? (in my opinion, the best question) InterrogateĀ the situation and your character. Brainstorm a list of possible ways that events can go wrong, butĀ still, drive the story and your character to an outcome/solution.
WHY?Ā Why is this happening? Why did the character act this way toward this event/person?Ā * Donāt ever settle for your first answer. The first answer is always obvious and too static. Add a twist (the author talks more about this in chapter 3, page 50):
~Maybe character X isnāt out to kill character Y because Y killed Xās family. Maybe X is killing because (they think) itās their duty to kill, or X is just deranged and obsessed, they thinkĀ killingĀ is the solution to their problem.
Notes from the underground Part II
The world that was made to be managed by man & kept living by God was soon lost to the deceiver & was for many years kept alive by God made a place to die as a result of the separation made from what the beginning began as & was now redeemed for all who really believe that Jesus Christ came to ransom man from the end of life in death into unity & homecoming to the true home of those made to have life. Years went by as the world became a place of things allowed to make earth no longer being a place that is kept fresh from what Jesus birthed⦠it was becoming filled with things that made it decay and become secondary to what it was in its natural state at the progress of many things that kept things advancing towards a state of mind where things not meant to be noticed for reasons of their resemblance to older stages of the earth that were filled with the earthās transitions between new fallen redeemed & finally things to make more like the world is not as exciting as the things we think seem like itās something that is separate but not created. It was a period of change in that the ways things were beginning to be prioritized as man changed the thought of this is what was wrong because of people thinking about a man who died on the cross instead of all of the things being made to seem like they were newer than the settings about to become reset with the emphasis on more of creation left to be converted into things made that were symbols that were finally able to make & explore areas of our possibilities for the first real era being completely tinged by the things left behind for things that seemed more promising because they were made to experience our ability to make things that felt new, unnatural, & utilize them to create gaps and lapses on history & traditional group thoughts, & rationalization. It was very important to everything alive as creation was fading but by bit into some thing usually made to be the thing we immediately isolate & contain for complete separation of the things we made to seem better than things made that were not a reflection of the possibilities for man to create what was manās best ideas towards staging &a correcting older systems that werenāt made to know exactly who did what or where but were more to report movement as opposed to the signals that were introduced as a result of things feeling responsible for covering the earth in something that brought everyone to a level of technology which then as opposed to just reporting it essentially filmed the entire world every person to show that it is possible for anything we couldnāt quite prove would benefit from the records of its people encouraged by the fact that there will never be another incident where a man gets credit for dying on a cross and rising from the dead & the world can now see the things naturally made to feel like itās because of something unnatural that was made a new development as other things changed & made the world into a more competitive place to share things it unnaturally came to agreements on in unnatural ways, people could now pay for anything sold with a tracker which was a new infinitely charged attachment nearly all of Earthās countries began utilizing preventing less robbery, or violent crimes, but more instances of people in lines that were monitored in addition to the people who thought it was natural to encounter problems with the change & felt safer connected physically to the device that became to many a way to ensure they could die with their money finally, & not lose anything to what is jealous of it, & secondly it offered many many people new to the unnatural form of payment which occurred in pay cuts only or standard credit which was viewed as traditional but unnatural & new because it focused on making sure you had more credit if you had bad credit & low credit if you had good credit so that because of the additions attached to consumers it meant systems needed to be induced that could basically combine the attachments as one signal indication location, vital signs, a live video from the things the consumer aligns with the final signal used to report balances, of every transactionās credit applications, relationships to known affiliates with a summary of any trends in activity or location inhabitation, & finally the receipts of all advertisements & any reactions that matched the things sent to sell what didnāt get picked up in an unnatural routine for most who when funds were made theirs many would go buy unnatural but usually repetitive occurring like planned stops to get something while they had time to plan what would happen if they stopped & bought anything else as a form of buying time to plan unnaturally new ways to broadcast the most powerful moments they get until they have as much money again which switches in increments unnatural, 2 weeks, 3 days, less than both of those in 8 days, but the thing the new equipment really paid attention to were people who stopped, or who gathered in groups under the structures still teeming with people who donāt sleep in the same place or people who have conversations meant to be heard & ignored in order to pass written communications to other groups unable to respond for sometimes 1 hour because the paper has to be unnatural & seen instead of faxed or sent over the internet which was now completely unrealistic with how to find things you canāt search any cache the servers are connected and only someone verified as sender can ever send requests for information because of the Columbia Crisis where 900 hackers built walls that prevented patrol screenings from having the option of detecting breaches, the security of the internet assets worth money, ideas, or films or recordings, made to be downloads were stolen by an unknown man who never managed to sell one item before he was seized and imprisoned for taking the recordings instead of paying to see the once safely stored pile of recordings that were remaining property of a movie buff who had to only watch them one at a time because he was locked out of what he owned until the world could see how it can better make everyone able to seem they way they all look and walk when they are able to shop without having to ever carry anything that made them seem important or uninteresting based on usually one or two differences between those who walked like people afraid to walk or move like their device with what they have to spend or borrow if itās a lot for someone with the history of late payments. Some agencies purely studied the things that showed movement or consistency or the average daily amounts. Some peopleās numbers would get noticed as odd or low interactions with known associates combined with long hours to no changes in movements in the house which indicates a lapse in focus & a remorseful emerging person who always looks guilty for being disobedient & not responding to multiple ads sent at the time of the lapse. Everything was already proving that things become explained mostly in that people stopped being evasive the minute they felt like it didnāt matter if they tried to hide one of any aspect requested, the crime rate fell worldwide but cyber crimes, the destruction or trespassing of anything on the internet that could resemble a crime about to be committed, were becoming highlights no longer posted to the attachments of men, because to see a man oppose the New Order in cold blood was soon after many cases of imprisonment with restructure of constitutional priorities made to feel like the old religious programs that used to make people feel like the world went to a church that was less than the people who were told to restructure what they themselves looked like, weighed, had to memorize,had to work for free making attachments for new releases, & being told by people who monitored that if he will give one connection heās been meeting & exchanging keys to vehicles abandoned because gasoline is now for vehicles that build, or for boats registered & properly docked always. There was an agreement reached where for the next 10 years the only gasoline to be sold is for building & industry trucks. It has to be made many businesses that are near hubs or communities needed as places tripling their sales but also tripling their illegal visitation meetings where people have to hide in crowds to see someone theyāve been kept away from for reasons that donāt like making it known that someone saw someone with the plan to meet but as they got close to contact the person who was warned gave up hiding & the crowd had him in a line where he had to buy a game which made people walking able to forget they were sometimes even recorded walking & the different recordings analyzed by recruiters for resistance soldiers or people who were to meeting all the while it is a sting to get the lesser known inexperienced people they canāt predict as well to get caught as a way to reset his logs, and determine what he does to keep the way he has them say heās consistently buying the same things nights people are out for a store wide sale that sends movement to a nearby deputy whoās got a plan for shutting down any riot attempts at the sale that is unnatural because itās clothes that say words made under the patterns of things thought to write out of towns near him stores that would turn up things not naturally insightful but made to say itās a newer day itās a system thatās got a half of a cell in New York and the other half in the remains of the finance district that was attacked and disabled by men with a bomb that destroyed all record of the things that changed in the 7 years it collected how money was changing hands & how money was leaving the streets or finding the criminals needing it to make it seem heroic to do crimes that don't pursue criminals but just lock down cities & run & run & run until they come out like people unable to avoid arrest because the standoffs are over & the only real criminals now are the people who expose the entities coming to agreements about shared momentum restrictions & ways to improve the quality of life for the world while taking only what makes sense for created resources the biggest powers of military exposed that choose to report to city blocks where the block was said to be empty which means there are huddles where people end up saying to the cameras in essence that we can't say anything they will think we are not good mixes because it's all coincidence or make it seem like we even are here for a reason & I get caught walking 20 min & they time my blank spot and I get into the sent ads but it means they know we are here, let's try to meet at exactly same hour tomorrow, & then trade communications when it's more likely we can have two runnies meet & exchange. Nothing gets said at the impromptu meetings to suggest power or intent to commit to breaking a law at some point but generally people perpetuate an exasperated shocked state of thinking of ways to change patterns but the only way that lets members trying to begin a small group to begin being permitted to associate is 11 days because it takes 5 days to see the expanse of one cycle of variations in movement or account activity that coincides with the repeated small group meeting that seems like something that is staged so others can meet once at random . People were allowed 10 members to peacefully gather but it was showing too many combinations of patterns where the group we thought would meet again ended up filmed as a false introduction for non-traditional friendship & maintenance but ended with 700 different points of patterns repeating in a night where the meeting was proven to be too difficult to determine what was made to be passed so well with only a 3 person lock radius previous interactions preview. It was like we knew Earth was a cage warped by agreements reached & very few non-biased non participatory in anything resembling where he lives usually in a castle that makes sure he's protected and allowed communication that is protected. Everything begins finding how they want to begin testing the tactics & procedures of keeping everyone separate unless it's really just seeing people walk near enough but not talk & people call for reasons like they are not sure they will stay in touch, or maybe plan to stay in touch there are a few tunnels that let out in a basement that has paper and pens for quickly assembling smut to pass out in simple to catch changes in patterns that resemble something trying to be unnatural when it's simpler & more difficult to track walking like alterations or the biggest nightmare... where people are checked on for health but can wait together like the people who would meet if it meant one reason to risk what they had to share something came up on YouTube in checks-locations that knew how to arrange a pattern of clay that makes people watch him for exactly 20 min but while he zoned, a phone alarm went off in systems which only rings when a meeting has to be secured. He loaded a handgun that was primed & he left the pattern but took the message written before he loaded & walked like he was afraid to hurry because of status & money. He got inside the passenger door of a moving truck & announced his authority in telling the driver to take a left on hope. The alarm button meeting was the first time the strange unnatural pressing nuance that made you feel like it's all his even though I knew to him he has the masses already scared to repeat or do completely random grids walking letters through to other letters & they always left you alone when you stopped at where it's dirty but not because it's something that resembles an actual structure or group of walls to conceal the gathering which indicated something New & Unusual that met with someone who knows how to Prime people's sexual inhibitions & regulate the 10 minute fuck flicks that make people look like little animals wearing cameras that they make to seem sorry or unhappy about when they begin to relax how they are being seen by others wearing the similar clothes & attachments, wanting to do similar things like take things apart to make phones that sometimes have cell service but people never have time to talk besides to remember when cell phones had to be distributed like common medications to the people who used them to somehow plan them at the perfect time get a click back showing lists of 200 numbers & the printer ejected two lists all active operators who would patch you to people who sounded more like someone alive but dead in that each line that switched the drug connect got separate calls between the phone he stole to answer & the phone that rings to tell him to call. They gave him the name & number he went to the numbies house, someone for hire you control by the texts to do one meetup connect making it so two parties can meet almost but more to establish the thing that was making itself made felt by the tire factory & as the people who start every 10 minute increments flowing from the factory to the streets with the cops waiting like greedy pigs to see who walks to walk & who's meeting to talk about things hidden from the new lie that this protected alleged creator of every created work of life given good things made to shine so it was obvious that he was there. The three people meeting up said right away that the word is that the men who agree on things with systems or pay scale decided it needs to be more work for more retirees & for pay that says it's not the thing that gets you worried it's the initial thing that makes the announce then it's four things that are lengthy in the agreements but we're about undeveloped places getting to be not contained & rerioting after the place gets quiet people starting to walk then run, people running down streets to join in riots that take hours to shut down because nobody lives knowing they are doing something that is enough to be decided that a killzone can solve the fear element but not the containment of something making the whole world afraid to react except in hope & redeeming prayers sent by created things tapping morse code eventually letting them know it's good to be something that is the highest thing to feel happened to make it obvious they were afraid to fight the wild dancers rioting it has to seem like they are doing the fuck they want to make the cops seem afraid then a cop took aim and they all unloaded rounds on the shattering crowd that went to buildings made to be outdoor toilets & the riot members felt fear that they still might get shot even though it's over. the unusual presence ate like a king most nights but it wasn't materials found in edible formats it was the spirits rising inside this void that couldn't even receive any contrast in how this unusual thing began to plan an air attack on the riot shanties housing Africans not given enough of anything to ever allow their labor to resemble automation it was always the way the work seemed like it was made to seem less like employment and more like something that you do out of the fear of opposing any of this order of people who have already begun taking things planned by people to stay able to spread hope, drugs, weapons, and anything else that needed lines, in 40 minutes on a busy street in Rome a child was made to begin work at age 10 and a riot broke out in Peru where 2 cops were beaten to death with rocks and 2 cops were crushed by a bat for attempting to stop a 3 hour buildup riot. I heard things outside, how it didn't sound like a system checking like normal, it sounded like an arrest with a warrant & then 4 arrest taking people along like attachments to things new edge where this & that means they broke in & stole somewhere then it got seriously to the point where the people out on the street, the labor sweat shops on t.v. That look like systems of diseases & time spent all on one machine that makes you into something good for one thing that people were doing because it was something considered an act deemed as important of staying more powerful than the kid it looks more respectable than what the kid resembles other than common, simple looks he'd give the camera while it captured the expressions of the first of the captured to be captured people who didn't know when it was going to allow it to stop making things that weren't for making anything else seem like...

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Day 1 - Notes from the Underground
My first day in exile was softened by social interaction involving something of a binge on another habit. A friend came over. We had grilled cheese sandwiches, talked about redesigning my home office, and drank all my beer. Turns out, my bunker still has a door to let people in and it still has internet. It picked up John Oliverās transmissions very briefly before my friend showed up.Ā
In my hunt for something new to do... some new earth to till, I picked up a block of wood in my back yard and started whittling with the pocket knife I always keep in my back pocket. Iām from North Georgia. We all have knives. Itās a fact. Part of my worries about whittling as a hobby, as it can be outlet for the very habitual behaviors Iām trying to rewire with this experiment. Itās soothing in the same way doing dishes is soothing. A simple, repetitive action wherein something is changed in the end. Or maybe the motion of whittling is soothing in the same way that scrolling on your phone is soothing. I donāt know.
Itās strange. Iāve only been on social media for about 10 years. Less than a third of my life. Iāve only had a smart phone with internet for about 5 years. Theoretically, this should be easy. So far, it has been. I still have 20 years-worth of muscles developed without the strenuous use of my thumb and neck muscles used to constantly monitor and window shop other peoplesā lives. I used to build forts in the woods. I used to go for long walks and play soccer by myself in church ball grounds. I used to play guitar and draw and sing and read. I barely do any of those things any more. Things that gave me simple joy. Over the past few years, I have had to force myself to make time to do them, which makes them feel like a chosen vocation... homework. And I fucking hate homework. My mom used to literally tie me to a chair so Iād do homework and even then, I didnāt wanna fucking do it. Soccer, art, and exercise used to just be a thing Iād do when I had nothing else going on. Now, scrolling the internet or watching TV is how I spend my down time. I canāt just waste time on some new artistic or athletic venture. My time is precious and if Iām gonna use that precious time to do something strenuous, it had better pay me since itās cutting into my media consumption time! ... Fuck, man.
Back in my day!
Yeah, the thing is, I know plenty of people with a much healthier relationship to social media. Theyāre all younger than me and grew up with it. To them, itās like the action figures and TV I grew up with. Itās there, sure, and itās pretty awesome but thereās other shit to do. Social media is a part of their lives but it is not their lives and itās something I think people not that much younger than me completely understand in ways that our parents and grandparents donāt and that myself and people my age know intellectually but just donāt have the fully-formed muscles for, I guess.Ā
But I do have a muscle for whittling and I can still talk to people. I am not alone. And, weirdly, not being on social media is reminding me of that.
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