#notesforme

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Ryan visited me this weekend and I've been so happy. The past month and a half has been rough between us and getting to see him and have him in my arms made me realize how much I love him. This is getting to be a stupid post. Sorry.

I had a half hour between classes so I took a small nap. I ended up sleeping through the classes for the rest of my day. Fuck.

Today was such shit. I was up early and cleaned me did a shit ton of homework. I then fell asleep again and then had to go to a choir concert around 5:20. It was boring and annoying and reminded me why I get so frustrated with this stupid choir. I've been doing more homework and eating all the food in my sight (which is close to nothing). I'm tired but can't sleep. I need someone to talk to. Thanks

I did nothing. Well I did some things but nothing worth telling. I have been eating a little more than usual (I haven't been eating at all...sooooo I guess this is better than nothing)

Ryan got off work next weekend and will be coming to see me at school :3 I'm so excited. I haven't seen him in almost two months and I've been so shitty feeling lately. He never fails to make me happy when I need it most. All I look forward to is seeing him next Friday night<3 Ahhhhh I'm so excited. I haven't been excited for anything in awhile.