#noteat

I always feel so fucking fat. I feel the rolls of my stomach when I sit down, stretch marks on my thighs, and double chin. Some days I feel beautiful while others I just want to starve myself. Some days I really wish I could just starve myself but I always shake when I don't eat and I'm so fat that I can't stay away from food. I can't figure out how other women have flat stomachs or how to get one. My worth shouldn't be in my size. I'm too smart for that, but I still don't know that. I'm so fucking tired from work and I don't want to workout, but I feel like im one workout away from not fitting my pants again. I'm one workout away from being less attractive.