#not permanent

To put it simply, you can't hold things properly cuz you're hands are trembling so badly, can't speak without stuttering, trailing off, or completely losing your words, feeling frustrated because of it and not being able to maintain eye contact.

I will always be an otherkin though. I will always be my custom animal witch I call the canadaster but I also want to experiment on becoming a therian as well. Not just because I’m tired of my tail getting in the way but also cause I feel like the might be more to me than just being an otherkin.

I'm just popping in to let everyone know, I'm no longer accepting messages in my inbox. Only asks. And if the ask is sexual and inappropriate I will report your account. I've already had to block two possible spam/bot accounts for creepy messages that were borderline sexual. Even if you're a follower of mine, I will not answer your message in my messages inbox. Just send me an ask and I'll answer it when I can.

I've been really busy with life lately and trying to take care of myself I kind of forgot about my Tumblr account. So please, respect my boundaries, and understand I do not want to be contacted. If it's praise for my writing, thank you. I appreciate any kind words. But, I'm getting anxious over these bots messaging me lewd messages.

But, I'm very busy. Anything I've planned on writing is either forgotten or on hold at the moment until further notice. I apologize and thank you for your understanding. Hope you all are safe and doing well.

I'm hoping those in or around Israel, Gaza, and Pakistan, or even any of the surrounding countries involved (I'm not 100% caught up on world news), are safe, alive and protected. Breaks my heart what's happening. Hang in there, and keep fighting.