Home for her used to be with her dad but since he is no longer there that's why Ava asked her to move in.

Yes, which is why while a lovely offer, it should be treated as bittersweet and rate a mention of her father.

I got this a LLLOOOOONNNGGG time ago...and now I'mma finally do it.

Five things I like about me:

1) I can be pretty damn funny

2) I have nice lips/eyes

3) I am a decent writer

4) I am a loyal friend

5) I don't really give a fuck what ppl think of me.

Questions from the nory-chan:

What is a song you think everybody should listed to? How to Grow a Woman From the Ground- Chris Thile

What’s the story behind your URL ? I wanted something with my name that was memorable. It just so happens that this is what my Papaw Ralph calls me as well.

You 3 Top Fandoms Supernatural, Buffy, Doctor Who

What is that one movie you have seen like a million times ? Dirty Dancing

Last Book your read Fangirl- Rainbow Rowell

What was the last thing you said to your parents ? (assuming they are alive) I love you

What do you want to be when you grow up ? A therapist. But I used to want to be a marine biologist 

Coke or Pepsi ? It depends on the day. I like them both. I like coke to drink when I want something fizzy and I like pepsi with peanuts. 

Favorite Dessert ? Chocolate chip cookies.

Are you wearing pants right now ? Yep.

Do you have a bucket list ? If so, tell me 5 things that are in there I do have a bucket list. Of the things I want to do the top five are:

I want to get back into music and start a indie band

Open a center/living complex for people who are bullied by their family after coming out or trying to transition or don't feel safe. 

Cuddle a tiger

See the northern lights

This particular date has never meant much to me , partly because my parents are super religious and I knew more about the Reformation of Martin Lutero by the time I was 13 than most people do today. Yea, my mom celebrates today the beginning of the Protestant Reform and does not acknowledge Halloween, wise of her, some people just hate on Halloween she decided a long time ago she doesn’t hate.  There were however 2 dates in which this was kind of important to me and when I see all those people on the Street with their costumes and masks on I can’t help but to remember with a certain kind of nostalgia those weird happy times.

The first time I was like 15 and was invited to the Taekwondo Academy’s (yea, I used to do that, don’t act so surprised just because Im fat now) Halloween Party and my sister being all big sister of mine took me. I dressed up in costume (not cosplay) and went to my first Halloween party ever and kind of it was fun, short but fun.

The second time could be by simplistic means be catalogued as an epiphany or something along those lines, it was nice and weird and I loved it. It was my first big makeover, at the time I was 19 and living on campus , I used to dressed way too much in guys clothes and pretend like that was a political statement against gender roles or something. I had 3 really cool friends who knew me better than me at that time Harlod, Cheska and Cheska’s roommate Aglaed (later we would add my son) and they got me out of my room and convinced me to go to the party downstairs and since it was a Halloween party a makeover was in need (but to be fair I think they had been wanting to do that for months).  I put on a pink dress and some heels and they got a blond wig (I don’t know from where) and put so much makeup on me that when I looked into the mirror I didn’t recognize myself but like in a good way. I was a “plus size Barbie” that year and after the RESI party we went bar hoping and ended up in Denny’s. It was a good Halloween and afterwards I had more friends (by now most of them are not even acquaintances but UPR Nory was happy back then).

Some years my friend Geraldine whom I met online in 2006 and many other people (most of which we also met online) would have a party at her house and this year it didn’t happen , its ok. I mean I miss my friends and being loved and all but the most fun people have this days on this night have to do with things Im not particularly interested in, plus I have a class at 8am. The first class of the last trimester of my bachelor’s degree.  

This is my last year of college and the next one is my last trimester.

Thinking about changing my Layout I've had the same one for more than a year and not only does it put stuff in a different order but also it does not show my tags. 

According to the internet my test results make no sense I am truly scared of what the doctor is going to tell me on Monday I mean we all know that aside from not being the most healthy person in this house my blood is fucking weird.

Don't you just find it so interesting that the trains come and go on the same directions, the same route with the same rails and the same stops ... but every time we take one we are not the same people.