#normal guy stuff

God their first hookup where they just keep touching each other & they don’t know where to look or where to put their hands vs their time at the Cottage where they know each other so intimately & they don’t even have to think. Ilya’s hands on Shane’s face Shane’s hands in Ilya’s hair. The intimacy of knowing someone body & soul.

i dont want to make a call on my neurotypicality or lack thereof until I get officially diagnosed but the fact that I wish I could kill and maim every time I hear two overlapping noises and one of them is a voice.... oooo i think maybe theres a good chance theres something going on with me

Trying to figure out if I'm just my normal cycle of sadness from being too perceptive and getting my hopes up too high or if this is a new cycle of sadness that my body has started because thats how i felt about this time last year-

you ever lead a guy around with a shirt wrapped around his neck like a leash