#nonverbality

Hey y'all, is it an autistic thing to have like... Mental semi/nonverbality? Like sometimes my mind just thinks impossibly abstractly, so that idek what I'm thinking, but I'm def thinking something, a lot of thing. But the only thing I can translate into anything I actually understand and/or can communicate is, ex, "I don't love my parents." And then people are always like, but like what were you thinking???? And I literally just do not know. My brain and I have set up a wall or something and I can't understand what's going on in it. It feels pretty similar to semiverbality, which I get sometimes bc of autism. But I can talk during these episodes. So idk. It's probably related to autism.

When you feel like a "fake autistic" because you never go nonverbal, but you're actually hyperverbal (is that a thing?) and you talk too much and like to verbally stim all the time ~☠️👽