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~My Pages are for You~

Darling, you did it. You somehow controlled me. How do you feel? How do you feel knowing you OWN me? You are in my mind 24/7 and I am simply a victim to your mental torture.

When I think of you and try to secure my place in your life, I use their blood as my tool and my pages as my canvas.

You will belong to me. You WILL be mine. You just need to realize you love me back.

Love me and let me love you.

Love me. Love me. Love me. LOVE ME.

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~Distracted? Me?~

What do you mean I seem distracted? I... I tied you tighter than usual? Sorry. Did it hurt? I just got nervous you'd try to- right... You haven't tried to escape for over 5 months now. You like it when I hold you like this? Maybe I could... N-Never mind. Nothing, what I was gonna say was weird.

Do you maybe wanna- Oh, you feel so soft. No, not in like a- I didn't mean- When you hugged me I noticed how soft your skin was. Your... you feel so nice... Oh! Sorry, I didn't mean to hold you that long. Fuck... I'm a mess tonight. Sorry, maybe I might need to...

Actually... Let me hold you a little longer.

Don't... Move... I said, don’t move. Let me hold you. I don't care that you can't breathe. Being around you makes me stop breathing and I think it's only fair that you know what it feels like. When I'm around you, I can't focus on anything. I can't think straight. You make me feel so... Never mind. Sorry I'm a little... Just let me hold you. I love you. I love you so much.

I love you.

~I found you~

My dearest angel. My last hope. My shining light in the dark. I. FOUND. YOU. You have no idea how happy I am. For so long I wrote about you. I sang about you. I prayed to God thinking about you. My Dearest. My Darling. You don't know me, yet. You don't know about me, yet, but you will. You will know very, very, VERY soon. <3

It took me so long to update my diary, but I'm happy I waited. No one out there needs to know that I found you, but me. No one in this world needs to know what I did to find you. What if THEY look for you? That would be... tragic in every way possible.

Seeing the VERY PERSON I've been thinking about made my heart flutter, dive, and SINK into a pool of admiration. Now... I wait. I wait to see if they- no ... I wait to see if YOU love me back! I w i l l c a r v e y o u r n a m e i n t o m y f l e s h! I think my next plan is to get a special boxcutter. One that represents you. One that I can use to- Oh... No. No no no... That shouldn't be talked about juuuust yet. <3 You'll have to wait to see that message when I'm ready. I love you.

irl are you single and did you ever have a yandere relationship?~ :>

I am currently single yes. I'm looking for a partner who understands how I feel who doesn't mind and perhaps even encourages my feelings.

There's a few times I've been in an accepting relationship. My last partner was very treasured though she was an enabler. I loved that she encouraged me to be myself and didn't feel upset by how I viewed love. Ironically, she was worse than I was and I had to leave. She threated my friends and while that was fine with me to a degree, while she assaulted me, she threatened my mother and that is something I can't forgive.

My ideal partner is someone understanding, experimental in fashion and self expression, and likes/tolerates my interests. They need to be able to respect me as a person, and be able to not complain that I get "clingy", "creepy", or "possessive." I'm just a person and I want to be able to feel like one at the very least. I'd love to be treated as a loyal pet or a deity but I don't expect anything more than "partner" and that's ok. I just want to be loved and wanted and if I can't have that by choice, I might have to train it into someone.

i desperately want to know where you stream <3

I don't feel like outing myself quite this early to everyone, but for you, I may make an exception. If you really want to know, send me a non anonymous message, and I'll message you from my main account. That way you can find me easier. That is, as long as you won't tell anyone. ^^

For anyone who left me an anon saying "you sound like _____ on Twitch", I will say it's not Twitch. I have deleted those because I don't need to drag other people into my fun little secret account. Hahaha

Oh and, I may not be what you're expecting so if you do send me a message, don't be too shocked when you see or hear me.