ok this is so on point. the only thing that gives it away is the capitalization, otherwise i wouldn't be surprised if i was looking through my old posts and saw this

Thank you for these incredibly kind words! I love knowing that other people love this project as much as I do. It really helps me keep going with it when stuff gets hard.

It’s never been this way before / Shut down by anxiety / It’s never been this way before / You better get away, boy

You found the fairly extensive Sir Damien section of the playlist, bless. The lyrics on this one are fairly simple, so honestly it’s mostly just the chorus and the vibe, ya know? 

oh, to be young again / blood, blood is on my hands / and oh, to be loved again / I’d give, give you my best laid plan

*deep inhale* big oof. Arum. Spiral Sage, specifically. seeing Rilla in the court and... trying to tell her how to stop the thing he made. But like, basically from the end of MH to the end of the finale, really. The regret, the desperate scrabbling to fix what he’s broken, reaching out towards these humans even though he is so goddamn proud and so goddamn terrified... Arum feels! i’m full of them.

adsfjk;lasdf thank you 💞💗💞

The anticipation before the kiss / Mirrored in my shaking lips / Oh god, I feel so unprepared / The two of us so out of place / My feelings written on my face / Got what I want but now I’m scared

.... okay so in my head this is a mangelo song tho some of the lines apply pretty well to the arum/damien dynamic too, it just feels like a sort of... awkward orbiting, wanting but only half-understanding that want, scared of crossing a line and ruining what’s already been built. i am sappy about mangelo, yes, thank you