Sep 24, 2020
Non-existance is best existance!
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Non-existance is best existance!
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sometimes i am afraid of being in unity with god, even as i strive for it. i fear having my self stripped away from me. i am afraid of eternal light as i am eternal darkness. i am afraid of non-existance. i pray that one day i will be able to accept ego-death and abide with god in peace.Â
I have a bad headache, feel like I don’t exist and have no idea what coping skills to use.
Me: I don't like going out that door, I have to talk to people.
Grandpa: It's a wonder you even talk to me.
Me: It's a wonder I even have any friends.
Grandpa: Yup, that's for sure.
Me: -_-
Even further evidence of my non-existant social life.
Paradise
A place I think would be quite and relaxing. A place were I can do anything and not feel as I'm doing something wrong every few seconds. A place that not even the thoughts of suicide and self-harm can penetrate. A place where my loved ones can finally be with me and have nothing to worry or frown about. A place of beauty and happiness. A place that will never exist.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
What's the point of thinking of something that doesn't exist
