#non problem problems

Charles Rowland is gonna be the death of me, I'm legitimately heading towards a meltdown because I've been working on an anniversary project for 16+ hours and I have to just completely redraw him because apparently no matter how long I've stared at him and how many times I've already drawn him, I don't know what that boy looks like. Someone pleased put me out of my misery, I'm begging. (I'm having fun(?), and I love how Edwin turned out.)

Whenever I get hyper fixated on something else that’s not my special interest I always get scared of losing it. It feels like I’m cheating in a way? That’s not how it works AT ALL, 90% of normal people like more than one thing but I still always worry…

ok i am a philistine but i cannot stand the new light fruity coffee roasts. i need dark dark oily espresso roast beans for pour-overs, but our relatives keep giving us fancy beige-y pinkish fruity coffee beans for christmas, which i have to drink up, otherwise it's a waste, but it's a waste of my CAFFEINE quota for the day when i just want a deep dark nutty cup / weeps.

Wow so now I need TWO books right away, but I have no way to get to the bookstore

i want to do a livestream but i don't think anyone would actually watch lol