#autism problems

Also Me-

- The person who told me to try freezing grapes is my enemy.

- *Physically gagging from trying to eat a freeze dried strawberry*

- “I can’t sleep, my shirt is on.”

- This yogurt had pieces of fruit in it so I will let it spoil in the back of my fridge and die of starvation before I eat it.

- If anyone touches me right now I will become a safety hazard

- *Throwing myself off of furniture*

- Something is crinkling SOMEWHERE in the next room and if I don’t find it and destroy it I will never sleep again.

- This person’s headlights were too bright for 0.5 seconds and now I will have a migraine for the next 4 hours.

- My hands are wet MY HANDS ARE WET MAKE IT STOP

- What do you mean these clothes are dry? They’re clearly still damp, how do you not feel it? They’re still damp!

- These two rocks rubbed against each other and made a noise and I think I may have broken a tooth from clenching my jaw so hard

- If I am forced to wear jeans for more than 0.3 seconds upon entering my home I’m going to start crying

- Frosted Glass = Evil

- Yes I am going to “waste money” buying pre-peeled garlic because peeling garlic makes my hands sticky and I hate it.

- Stopping to wash my hands every 5 minutes while cooking because I can’t stand having things on my hands.

Coming to terms with the fact that you’re allowed to love more than one thing so wholeheartedly, so consumingly, is something I still struggle so much with.

Does anyone else get unreasonably stressed out if their special interest is ongoing??? As in it’s not finished and they’re releasing more media???

‘Cause everyone’s talking about all these new marvel movies that are coming out and it’s genuinely making me so stressed. Because I DON’T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN. I used to occasionally look up spoilers if not knowing what happens in future movies/seasons/books was stressing me out, but now I can’t do that with Marvel.

I don’t know why, either, because I don’t find bad movies have really ruined anything for me before… I just don’t rewatch them or interact with them much if I’m not interested? It’s kind of a bummer, but like I don’t care thaaat much, so idk why it stresses me out so much to not know what’s gonna happen in future movies 😭😭😭

It’s a little better now that I’m hyperfixated on the older Marvel movies (Natasha, specifically) so I’m not as invested in the newer plot lines but STILL.