can u give me a moment i'm being tormented by my chemically imbalanced brain
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can u give me a moment i'm being tormented by my chemically imbalanced brain

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I bunked skool again to be able to get work done again....I can't stand the school enviroment, can't stand being constantly overstimulated, the constant task switching and not being able to do anything because there's too many people around perceiving me.
Whereas today, despite taking lots of breaks (on one rn) I've actually gotten shit done. Shame i had to fake sick to have a moment of better mental health instead of being able to be upfront about how the classroom completely fucks my ability to function 10x more
Pls yap if you relate, or even if you don't :3
I work with small children and today I have Ram Sam Sam stuck in my head π
just got reminded of the time i refused numbing for a cavity filling because the sensory experience of my face being numb is worse to me than the pain from them drilling my tooth
my best guess is that this was because of the high pain threahold/low tolerance for discomfort thing that autistic people have sometimes? either way that wasnt a fun time but they actually didnt make my dad pay as much money for it cause they didnt charge him for the numbing stuff so that was kinda rad
being a conventionally attractive autistic person is so fucking weird cause like you would think I would be a rather popular and sociable person but my weird and deterring energy gets me every time
all the tools but no idea how to use them

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strange how people can seem so supportive of autism, but the person that you deem as 'weird' deserves to be bullied
being a hyperlexic 8 year old is just really funny in general i was out there with a varied reading diet of
- eragon
- black beauty
- magic tree house
- junie b jones
- the encyclopaedia brittanica
I have a question for other autistic people here, but does aging feel different to you; like I feel like I know that I'm in my twenties but I feel like I don't register it in the way that other peers my age do. I just feel disconnected to my age in a way that feels like I'm catching up to my own age or that I feel older or completely ageless as a whole.