#noimthefuckingcaptain

I heard through the grape-vine that you called me a thimble,

Because I am guarded and small.

But I bet that you think you are a mountain.

I could agree, big, stubborn and cold.

I thought I had finally found love somewhere in your hair

But I really found it in the drivers seat of my car.

  After the break-up I spent 14 hours in my car.

I never felt so much like a thimble,

Driving in my tiny silver car, my head lighter without you and my hair.

The mid-west made me feel very small

As I tried my hardest to get into the wind, out of the cold

And away from the mountains.

  I used to love the mountains

And part of me still does, but I never got out of the car.

I love the chill, but I am sunshine and you are the cold.

You made me feel like a mouse with the shield of a thimble,

Brave in my own way, but even with a sword I felt small.

To lighten my heart I took that sword and sliced away my hair.

  Don’t get egotistical, you are not why I cut my hair.

But it helped knowing you liked the way it felt when it brushed the mountain,

After I fell of course. And when you laughed I didn’t want to be small.

I wanted to be brave and strong and fast like my getaway car.

But it didn’t help that I could still fit under a thimble.

I decided if I wanted to grow I couldn’t do it in the cold.

  At the beginning, you held me when it was cold.

I loved the smell of your airy, light hair.

I wasn’t pushing, I had no need for a thimble.

We were something of force, we were our own mountain.

It didn’t matter where we went, but we always took your car.

You made me like being so small.

  But now I am done with being small.

I am tired of hating the cold.

I can drive my own fucking car.

Even if you made me a raw gory creature, I can cut my tie to you, I can cut my hair.

You don’t control the rest of the mountains.

The needle goes nowhere without the thimble.

I thought you were a mountain and I was a thimble

But as it turns out you are a very small mountain

SONG SURVEY!

Hit shuffle on your iPod, phone, iTunes, whatever it is you listen to music on and then write down the first 20 songs that come up.  Tag 10 people that you want to do it, too!

1. Biting Down- Lorde

2. Bird Song- Florence + the Machine :D

3. Arms Across America- Tigers Jaw

4. Latch- Disclosure

5. Nothing but Time- Metric

6. Father- The Front Bottoms

7. Between Sheets- Imogen Heap :)

8. Love to Burn- Seahaven :)

9. Pretty Hurts (video)- Beyonce :D

10. Save the World- Swedish House Mafia :)

11. Maps- Yeah Yeah Yeahs :)

12. Daft Punk- Pentatonix :)

13. Never Let Me Go- Florence + the Machine :D

14. Midnight- Coldplay

15. Not My Blood- Mansions :)

16. Ribs- Lorde :D

17. Heartlines- Florence + the Machine :D

18. Andreas- Seahaven :D

19. Artificial Nocturne- Metric :)

20. Come With Me Now- KONGOS :)

im gonna tag.....