Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a Star

so idk, I feel horrible and my gaze keeps drifting to my box of blades which I used to be addicted to. I don’t use them much anymore but I still have them just incase I need it, just incase I need to feel something again, or see myself bleed. I know its bad but thats what’s happening, I haven’t done it in a bit, but its so addictive, so nice to see myself bleed once in a bit. Sure I don’t like doing it, I don’t like the guilt, I like it in the moment. It never helps though, I just feel like I’m a disappointment in the end, like everything I’m doing is desvered, like I’m supposed to feel like this or else all I went through was nothing, that I have nothing to be sad about.

It's a Welsh joke

The Velvet Teen - No Star (official music video)

No Star Alles