"Put me in a room with Jebediah, and he's coming out with 5 more of his versions cause I'm deranged for AUs"
Basically, this is a reason why I drew that x]
Hopefully you can see my handwriting
There's more AU's, but I didn't draw em yet
Kinda explanation
I posted about Frieren AU and SCP'ish AU already, so I will not repeat myself. Just have links if you interested in my rambling about it.
SCP'ish AU art
Frieren AU art
About Lost Parts AU I'll give some text here, but probably later just do link to full art of it
Many text ahead
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Madcom's random shit AU with angels
And with Jebnarr
Modern days, but with the fact that angels do exist (and most likely God too, mb it's Maker, I dunno) and periodically appear in the world of people. Because of this, faith is very influential in the world and no one will even ask questions if someone is killed for blasphemy or something like that.
Jebediah is one of the ancient angels, and an incredibly powerful one at that, who was imprisoned for thousands of years after (not)accidentally killing several hundred thousand of his fellows. Additionally, all the eyes and wings were cut out, because they are also the receptacles of angels' powers.
Parts were simply hidden in the human world, but they were found, and as a result, fake angels began to appear. (Basically, angels didn't care or couldn't do anything about this)
Most likely, the transition between dimensions costs a lot of resources. Jebediah escaped or something, but he did get to the human world and began to collect his lost parts.
The first one to find was an eye from "angel" who once again organized a wanton massacre of people because of his ego or something, blah blah blah, you get the idea.
Among the (almost)survivors was only Hoffy. Jebediah had no personal reason to save a human, but given the time he was locked up, he was very confused about the surrounding technology, so he made the exception and he gave him something like a blessing.
In short Jebediah become smt like guardian angel and can't really go far from Isaac(my name for Hoffnar)
(I love this trope, goddamt)
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Thatās Not An Aphasia! - An Exploration of The Neurodegenerative Disease of Traveler 0115
(aka, that time I got so worked up over a misnomer I wrote an essay about it)
In the Netflix show Travelers one of the characters, Trevor Holden aka Traveler 0115, develops a made up neurodegenerative disease. This disease is elaborated to have been caused by the years of body-jumping Trevor has engaged in. His consciousness is deteriorating and bringing his host body with it.
Trevorās disease is given the highly scientific sounding name āTemporal Aphasiaā. Ā It is quite obvious to the viewer that ātemporalā refers to the time jumping done by the travelers, and aphasia is a word heard a lot in neuroscientific circles.
Iāve never before been bothered by pseudoscience in fiction, but thatās usually because the pseudoscience is referring to things I donāt have background in, hard sciences like physics and chemistry.
Unfortunately for me, I have enough hobbyist background in neurology to know āaphasiaā in no way matches up with Trevorās symptomatology.
Aphasia is a malfunction in the language center of the brain(often caused by stroke, lesions, or injury) that renders the sufferer either unable to produce(expressive) or comprehend(receptive) language. Sometimes both.
Aphasia varies in presentation and severity, but the point is that at no point in Travelers does Trevor find it difficult to use language.
So, what is Trevorās problem? The simple explanation is that in season three Trevor starts to experience episodes of freezing. These become more severe as the season progresses, eventually interfering with his missions to such an extent that he has to give his team an explanation.
He is one of the oldest Travelers and has a pretty high (host)body count. This has caused a deterioration in his functioning that has only been seen in one other Traveler, Trevorās now deceased wife.
The episodes of absence will slowly grow longer and longer, extending from a few seconds to a few minutes, eventuating in his being locked in for years. But can Trevorās condition really be called a locked in syndrome? A locked in syndrome implies full consciousness in the sufferer with an uncooperative body, as seen in people with advanced ALS.
In Trevorās case he isnāt watching the time go by, heās not even registering it. He will stop in the middle of a sentence and come to hours later to finish it. Itās as if the time elapsed around him never existed.
This is more similar to an absence (or petit mal) seizure. In an absence seizure sufferers will typically lose a few seconds or minutes. The seizure canāt sustain itself much longer than that without serious side effects(death, mostly)
Trevorās symptoms could also be diagnosed as a catatonia. They certainly fit the criteria with his immobility, waxy flexibility, mutism, and staring. But catatonia doesnāt exist in a vacuum. Itās also not a condition in and of itself. It is a symptom of a larger problem, whether psychological, neurological, or induced by drug use. Catatonia wonāt do as an explanation.
With the outlandish symptoms displayed by Trevor it would be easy to brush this off as a fictitious condition made up for a television show with absolutely no basis in reality. And it is, but this is also where you would be wrong. The condition may be made up(and poorly named) but Trevorās potential decades of awayness arenāt only a possibility, they were an epidemic.
In the 1920s Encephalitis Lethargica swept over Europe and America, leaving almost 1 million dead and millions more permanently disabled. A lucky few recovered fully and were able to resume their lives as before the illness, only for the damage done to become evident years or decades later.
One of the chief physicians of post-encephalitis lethargica described the symptomatology of the condition as a āphantasmagoria of maladiesā. Indescribable in their multitudes.
Despite the seeming inconceivable variation to the symptoms of post-encephalitis, it did have one prevailing symptom. A withdrawal from the world. For some patients they would be completely aware of their surroundings, locked in and unable to interact without outside stimuli. For others they would become trapped in their minds, repeating numerical sequences or thought loops until their brains saw fit to release them for a few minutes of reprieve from this forced rumination.
One patient, described in Dr Oliver Sackās book Awakenings(1973), was completely absent. The world around her and her own internal world ceased to exist. An absence seizure seen on a vast scale the mind shies away from comprehending.
Like the others, she could be awoken for moments, but never fully returned to herself without a medical intervention discovered 40 years after she contracted the disease.
As with anything, these temporal suspensions didnāt exist in isolation for Dr Sacksā patients. They were accompanied by violent tics, parkinsonianism, Ā and physiological symptoms such as excessive perspiration and sebum production, to name a few.
The cause of these strange and numerous symptoms was as simple (as much as anything neurological can be). Lesions upon the brain.
As touched on previously, aphasia is also commonly caused by lesions. That said, the areas of the brain that control speech and the ones that control the perception of time and of self are completely different though, as with all things, not wholly divorced from each other.
What these cases serve to illustrate is that, from a Doyalist perspective, what the writers of Travelers are describing is possible. Science fiction hand waving could allow any lesions formed on Trevorās hosts brain to be in the exact areas that would cause his described symptomology in complete isolation of any of the more undesirable symptoms.
Now what, in a Watsonian context, would cause this degeneration? I propose that the stress of multiple transfers and decades more of memory than humans are built for would cause a morphing of Trevorās consciousness itself, making it harder and harder to flow comfortably through a hosts synapses without making some devastating adjustments, similar to the rouge A.I messenger program in s3e5 āNaomiā.
This could lead to lesions, especially in the deep brain, that could cause the very isolated and specific symptoms Trevor experiences.
A suggestion for the mechanism behind Trevorās absences is that, due to this āTemporal Aphasiaā being controlled somewhat by a deep brain stimulation device, the lesions on Trevorās brain could be assumed to have been causing neurons to misfire, bringing us back to the absence seizure.
Unfortunately thereās no way to get an EEG or brain imaging to see whatās really happening inside Trevorās head because heās fictional. And so is his condition. That doesnāt mean I can stand for the misnomer of āTemporal Aphasiaā.
As explained above, aphasia it the word that bothers me most in the name, but temporal has its issues, too. The existence of a temporal lobe complicates naming matters, and even if ātemporalā were referencing the brain region instead of the adjective ārelating to timeā it would still be wrong.
Iāve come up with a couple of names for Trevorās condition that I find more accurately describe it than ātemporal aphasiaā. Progressive Fatal Chronistic Catatonia or Degenerative Chronistic Catatonia. In both cases Iāve used āchronisticā(Greek) as opposed to ātemporalā(Latin) to avoid any confusion with the Temporal Lobe.
As stated before, this essay is nothing more than a thought exercise on the nature of a fictional disease, written by a long term hobbyist with no qualifications.
If there are any glaring problems in this essay, please point them out! Iād love to have further discussions on this topic. Or suggest your own ideas for a better fitting name for Trevorās condition, or the mechanisms behind it.
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