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#i just got my mail and the last of the doujin i ordered a while ago arrived!! i officially own over one HUNDRED books IM SO STOKED #one is this colossal anthology from 2021 that ive NEVER seen for less than like 3500 yen. in USD its usually listed for like 60 bucks #i got it for 950 yen ONLY LIKE 7 DOLLARS. IM FLOORED it looks sooooo good it has some rly good artists AAAGH i love dj I LOVE IT #im also getting dinner at red robin tn w robin and maría!!! REEEED ROBIN YUUMMMMMM!!!!! ROOT BEER FLOATS!!!! BURGERR!!!#i havent had red robin since like high school im v v excited #ALSO THE TRAILER FOR THE ANIME IM SO EXCITED!!!! im gonna make them watch w me I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT!!!#anyways. i think abt silver's lab story a lot and i always wish i had another piece for it but i didnt think itd look right here #but the sentiment lives with me. silver spends so much of his life exhausted and i feel like everyone needs to conceptualize how hard it is #feeling ur consciousness unravelling at the edges of ur vision on the daily and trying to force urself to keep it all together #losing urself to ur weariness till it all falls apart. having to untangle the threads of what happened and whats a dream. of what u missed #mmm its tasty. this poor guy. i will say for tumblr too that ive drawn silver over 400 times and its tough to think of new comps #im trying not to push myself but i do want to draw him and i dont want to draw something BORING so i might be slow #not rly a lack of Want but low on Specific Inspiration yknow? i love him #twst #twstファンアート #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #suntails

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Can we see more baby Tens shenanigans?

More baby tens comin right up 🫡

#ask #ramb deltarune #ramb #tenna #tenna deltarune #baby tenna #deltarune #art #on air!#look at that freshly turned into new tenna baby boy...lobotomy successful #ramb is not immune to the baby fever either assigned gramps at employee orientation tbh #im sure every single new hire went the same way: THATS our boss? WAIT THATS OUR REALM LORD??? then immediately followed by HES ADORABLE #then mike says HES in charge now and everyone doesnt even act an eye they just go okay yes sir absolutely where do I sign #mike mid intercom announcement like: okay everyone lets wrap it up (LOUD METAL CRUNCHING) before lunch because local on 8 (tenna gurgling)#is coming up soon and we (sound of tenna trying to pull on his headset) no honey you can't have that. no here keep eating the crowbar okay #(CRUNCHING CONTINUES) anyway yes we need the set changed to night time so lets move the backdrops pronto #ramb with tenna tucked into his apron as he serves drinks giving patrons sincere unadulterated delight #customers feeding him their bottle caps or empty cans (washed of course) and people buying more just to give him somthin to chew on #mike would have a cow if he new he was feeding him even EMPTY washed beer bottles okay he legit would fall over and die in tru dad fashion #ramb put tenna down and he immediately started chewing on the bar like a beaver hence the apron jail #everyone gathered round to watch the little snoozing tenna dreamcasting Barney on his wee screen i #mike the single dad with the baby bag always slung on an arm and a jug of oil or a toolbox with em everywhere and always tired #tenna wailing like a siren cause something disconnected inside and mike pulling the flashlight in mouth and open dissection on a counter #like let me look at this insanity in here to see what it is this time- oh hydraulic came loose how tf does that ever happen #pippins and shadowguys trying not to look horrified at mike being wrist deep in the baby like hes a mf microwave bein tuned up #baby zone use continues to cruise on by #I need to doodle em big again just so the contrast is there LMAO like #I remember when you could fit in my arms -says mike as hes in the palm of tennas paw #everyone loves tennaur tho...takes a village to raise their own realm lord and everyone grew closer for it...no animosity here #hard to hate someone you helped raise really tbh like. you see him grown at a function signing autographs and fondly smile when u get home

world is scary, we gotta keep going forward though. we owe it to the lovely people who are being terrorized simply for living their lives ok?

never kill yourself when you can make a noticeable difference by helping out a neighbor. do it scared if you have to. but eventually the terror fades and you acclimate

i love you all and hope we can get through this

#by helping a neighbor out i do mean within your means. dont be a fucking snitch either. if you snitch i hope you get your teeth knocked out #start with what you can do and build up if tolerable. i will be here keeping morale up if nothing else #you will see the occasional reblog of american news. i am not doing this to frighten you. and i apologize to do this in a generally -#safe space. but i cannot idle while i have a decent platform. the news posts will always be sporadic and i will try to #post more horses surrounding such posts. okay? okay #we have to get through this together even if its kicking and screaming and anxious vomiting #but know your limits. and take time to rest. exhaustion paves way for carelessness and we cannot afford that #know your rights and keep an eye out. stay alert. informed. and aware of whats going on #it will be hard. but humans live very long lives. and the old cunts in power dont have long left. all we can do is weather the storm #and do what we can now while we wait for it to stop. resist.#im going to go watch some happy things now because looking at the news is making my heart thump marathon style #I bid thee adieu as i cant have any more antihistamines today and my body is trying to kill itself just because i looked at the news

Learning to not hate old people as a young person makes not hating young people as an old person so much easier, if anyone’s wondering.

#when i was a teen i got hit in the face with how rough life is for elderly people #its SCARY!!!!!!#i was always growing up stubborn to NOT be one of THOSE adults #and then i watch people around me fall into the habit so easily #ipad babies.. bro.. its literally the plot of toy story 5 like #why the fuck are professional adults making a movie to genuinely shame kids who enjoy their toys cause theyre new #like maybe the plot doesnt follow the trailer’s vibes but its doubtful #maybe we should just stop taking cheap shots at eachother #im so tired guys #this isnt about anything in particular #‘old person’ im 32.#cant wait to re read these tags when im like 47 and still on tumblr #edit: im still not over toy story 5 #they literally ended it with 3. it ended- man.#if they were brave they’d make another fucking bugs life #bitches would NEVER run out of bugs #BUT THEY DONT WANT TO TACKLE UNITY VS THE SYSTEM AS A THEME #i hate that im going to have to watch toy story 5 #i like toy story. i need to see what theyre doing to it. i have to lift the sheet #its going to be physically painful to see their full circle #from POS toys who all fucking hate eachother coming to terms with the wild technology of A Laser. of LED lights.#to whatever they have cooking here #imo a good representation of a tablet in the universe would make characters out of stuff in the apps and games #and the frog face or whatever is the case. not the whole thing #like a tablet is a cool tool that we can make use of #what is going ON with this zombie kid tablet shit??#as if adults arent also doing this? elderly people sit in front of slot machines for hours #for the kind of stimulation that could come from a tablet as not gambling.#could even be made into a social / community experience #the tech itself isnt evil- but evil can be using this tech. here’s how to watch out!

do you ever suddenly wake up wondering what it all means

#i did not prepare for this. rising to the occasion feels like something #i am shouting at myself through thick glass while i stare on in utter confusion as to what the hell is fucking happening. it’s like things #aren’t clicking yet. head tilted off to one side. this feels like shock. blinking slowly. trying to… gather myself to make an attempt of an #action and for some reason i can’t move. i have woken up from a dream which answers no questions and only offers me more nuanced opinions #of her. what does any of it mean. what if i am wrong. i dont think i am. i could be though. i dont have a projection problem. i did not #seek her out. she comes from nowhere and out of thin air and i suppose this is exactly what i thought would happen. i am reacting like a #fucking dumbass. i am. it cannot be like this— if it is what it is supposed to be. i cannot stand here in fucking denial and watch it pass #me by. i need like a bucket of ice water thrown at me i think. my analytical brain says i need to figure it out and pick it apart but the #rest of me almost glows like the dawn about it all. so i think i need to know nothing. it’s 4:30 in the morning. what if im wrong. the #self doubt is high. it is very high. but not my doubt in the way it feels. i don’t know what to do lmfao. i didn’t think about this.#i already have felt that nervousness of how to say hello to her. over and over again. everything i have thought would be has been but in #ways i simply and idiotically did not imagine could or would be. i always figured i would recognize her by her energy or her mind and that #her physical features were just like markers of those things to my brain. fucking oblivious idiot. she followed me and i stared at her #pfp for thirty minutes. ABSOLUTE DUMBASS YOU EVEN TOOK A SCREENSHOT FOR POSTERITY. it’s all fun and games until it gets real as fuck huh??#tangible wants?? the universe sends me a gift of confirmation and i act what? ungrateful?? no fucking way. okay. i need to like get it #together and think through this productively. talk to her like it is how it is— how it all seems to be.#what does it all mean? silly question. it means it is time to gather myself and pivot. it means she is probably exactly her. and if i’m #wrong you know… i think it is okay to be. i think i am just terrified of being wrong about this.#actually let me correct myself. i think i am very afraid to be right about this. i dont even know her. how do i explain that to myself.#i hesitate to directly talk about her for fear i’m being fucking delusional somehow. maybe the delusion lies in how astonishingly ignorant #i was thinking she’d somehow in every case of thought just be someone i met out somewhere. oh the irony of her being a perfect fit and my #brain wondering about her often enough that it is embarsssing. to think of her like this and somehow doubly be so oblivious to her presence #is hilarious. like i’m not laughing but im sure i will be soon once this shock wears off.#i didn’t prepare for this exact scenario and am so thrown off that i can’t recover?? be fr im about to FULLY get it together.#[waiting for it to happen] SOON THEN! yes. after i get over the world crushing thought that i have #watching me blunder in real time. yeah. that’s… AHHAHAAAHaa.#i like the idea of that. to be humbled like this by my own lack of foresight is very cool actually. i wonder if she would rather i handle #all this gracefully. i will GET THERE #okay it’s 5 now i gotta get outta these tags #poe’s raven

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