#nilopie

I learned this term in one of our sessions in Singles for Christ. As far as I remember and comprehend, a God’s Gift is someone/something/moment that you’ll treasure for the rest of your life. A life-changing phenomenon that shapes you to the best you can be. And for me, usually, these are people who made me for who I am today.

  Some of them are my loved ones, best friends, close friends, or even someone who contributed a lot even if it’s only for a while. But I’ll just mention the people whom I had entitled with something. And all of them are girls ;)

  God’s Special Gift, she’s the person whom I don’t want to lose and I can’t lose. She’s the one who've always believed in me. Even if I don’t believe in myself, she always pushes me to do beyond my best. She made me experience pure love, I love her, but I’m not in love with her. I can do everything for her.

  God’s Beautiful Gift, my best friend  I don’t even know how we get to be best friends  since she and I don’t have many things in common, all I know was that, she accepts me for who I am. Even at my worst, she always wants what’s best for me. Only her words can pierce through me even if others could have said it.

  God’s Precious Gift, the moments I've spent with her, was time more precious than the rest of my life. She made my high school life one of the happiest times I’ve had. I have managed to control my anger, my pride, every negative thing I had during my teens because of her.

  God’s Unforgettable Gift, she’s my first girlfriend. The first one to make me feel loved and made me do all the sweet things that I can do. She made me feel the harsh reality of life and I’ve learned a lot. To love, to sacrifice, and to become a martyr.

  God’s Coolest Gift, ore no shinyu, she’s the one who improved my communicating skills a lot because I was shy and lame. She’s cool and she made me feel cool even though I had nothing back then. She was there at the right time where I’m bored out of life and the one who’s worried about me the most.

  God’s Angelic Gift, my best friend from afar, and the first person who told me her dark secret. She’s the first one to trust me that much. She’s very kind and she always cares about me, even though we don’t see each other. She made me the strong person that I am right now.

  God’s Wonderful Gift, from beastfriend to best friend  She forgave me for one of the harshest things I've done in my life. I am always delighted to see her, even though we don’t have anything to do. And I’ll always be grateful to have her.

  God’s Gorgeous Gift, my dude and my best friend  she always comes to me whenever I need something. She takes care of me like a sister and a mother. We share every thought we have, we are open to each other and she’s very proud of me. I can be full of myself and go beyond my usual self and she still loves me.

  God’s Irreplaceable Gift, she’s the one I've loved the most even though we didn’t became a couple. She made me feel the lost of a loved one at the deepest level. And for that pain, I promised myself I wouldn’t let the one that I love experience that pain.

  God’s Inspirational Gift, for every bad thing that I want to do, I think of her as someone who will be sad or angry at me for doing it. So I won’t do it. She’s open-minded and she’s always the first one whom I can approach whenever I have a problem.

  God’s Awesome Gift, she respects me for who I am. She listens to all the rant in my life and I don’t even have to be nice to her but she still accepts me. She made me appreciate all the things that happen to me. Even if it’s only a single message for a day, I would smile all day for it.

  Whenever I’m in trouble, at the time where I can’t take it anymore, one of them always show up at that crucial time. They help me pull myself together, puts me back to my own feet and the best thing is that they’re not even trying. I know my thinking of them will not be the same as they think of me but I will always be thankful for having them. I’ll treasure them forever.

  P.S.

me: hello, highschool palang ako nakikinig na ako ng kpop. boa, s.e.s, jewelry, baby v.o.x...

Nilo: hindi, ibig sabihin ko yung ngayon

me: ahh

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I'm effin drunk so I'll post whatever I want :p

Yesterday I was sick, I'm tired from work, but I still had some quality time with my girlfriend, but at 1am, I felt so weak and weary, I told her that we should sleep. And boom! She got mad again at the fact that I want to sleep.

Why she couldn't understand that I am sick, I am weak. I want to tell that if she doesn't want to take care of me, then let me take care of myself without making me feel guilty. Wew, she even told me to stop acting like a child despite of that. Dammit. I feel shitty.

She'd fallen asleep by 2am, and despite of that, I still took care of her. She was at the side of the bed where she can fall, and I stood there until 3am so that she wouldn't fall.