#nikoposting

(i got the niko plush yippieeeee)

A doll sits alone

It is a very beautiful doll

Made out of cogs and brass plates

It worked so hard on its body

It is very proud of it

A beautiful doll sits alone crying

Its sadnesses

Its hopelessness

Turned to artificial tears

A sad doll sits alone thinking

It thinks of all the things it enjoyed

Of all the things it wanted to try

Of things it's been working so hard on

It thinks that and then…

It rips its own arm off out of anger

It stomps on it to show its hate towards its body

It bashes its head on a concrete wall

Its gears and mechanical parts flying out

It tears a hole into its own chest

It grabs a handful of core components

And it rips them right out

Now a barely functioning doll sits alone

Looking down at the massacre

Slowly windind down

For the very last time

….........................

Is what the doll imagines

Its head filled with hate towards its body

Irs broken body

It searched far and wide

But nothing could help it

It's just so broken

It lost everything because of this

It wishes for it to end...

[But you may be wondering

Why the doll’s body can't be fixed or replaced

Well dear reader

This story isn't just about some fictional doll

This story isn't about being broken

This story is about me and being disabled]

"A disabled doll"

A doll sits alone crying

Angry at itself that it can't do anything

Angry that it can't enjoy life anymore

A witch comes into the room

And without a word she embraces the doll

It may be too broken to do things on its own

And that's why the witch is here to help it

She knows what things to avoid

What to look out for

How to take care of the doll after a hard day

She takes care of the chores that the doll can't do

And the doll does anything it can

When they work together

The doll forgets that it is broken

And that's because it isn't

how i feel when you interact with my adrianposting like hey lol. don’t mind me

Oh! That's- cute I guess..?

Yeah typical Niko behavior-