#nikkis rambles

Wow… it seems like forever since I’ve written that. Obviously, I have not been on this blog in AGES, and I think I’m finally able to say this: This is goodbye. I started this blog on August 14th, 2012. I had just turned 14 and had learned of this site from a friend I had made on fanfiction.net. My very first username was vicandavan4ever and this was a Victorious fandom blog. Now it is July 28th-soon to be 29th- my time. I’m going to be turning 18 on August 9th, and I’m finally able to come to terms with fully closing this chapter of my life. I know I don’t really have to write this, but knowing there may be possibly one of you out that that still remembers who I am I feel the need. Also, I feel the need to formally do this for myself as well. I remember watching other friends I had made on here leave and thinking, “But how could you just log off forever???” and now I understand. I am not the same person who made this blog almost four years ago and the fandom life just isn’t my life anymore. I never thought that Pretty Little Liars would stop being a giant part of my life, but yet here we are. (Will I still check to see if Spoby is end game? Yeah, still need to know. My heart still silently aches.) From this point on this blog will remain inactive (unless something unforeseen happens and for some reason I need to make a post for whatever reason ya know). I do not want to delete it because of all the memories, and stories, edits, etc. that are saved on here forever, but I no longer feel the need to be on here. At least on this blog. I still occasionally reblog things on my personal. I just want to thank you all for being there for me, sharing in my fanatic fangirling, pushing me towards graphic design which is now one of my passions, and most importantly being my friends. I won’t soon or easily forget all of the wonderful souls I’ve met on here. I know if a couple of you happen to read this you will know how true those words are. I miss you all and will continue to miss you all. Thank you for making such a positive impact on my life. If you ever message me on here, I can’t guarantee I’ll ever get it. However, my freshman year they had us write letters to our future selves and I mentioned this blog so maybe the day I open that and read it I’ll be like, “Hey I remember the password and such why not log on and look through all of the memories.” There’s so much more I can say but I’m only procrastinating this ending and I’ll never truly be able to put my feelings into words. If you would like to follow me on any social media you can still find me on Twitter- @ nikklene Instagram- @  niikki_98 And occasionally Tumblr @abstrusityy