#nikcoffee

Instant EB.

Tumakas lang ako from work at si Mara walang klase. So nagdecide kaming mag meet. At nahihiya ako kasi nilibre nya ako pero gusto ko rin naman yun.  HAHA And sa kakaintay kay Nik. Sumakay kami sa TRAM na akala mo may prusisyon o patay. Nauunahan pa kame ng mga taong nagmamadali umuwi or may pupuntahan. 

Talked about on Tumblr Bash, Famous, Issues. I was like "Hala, may ganun na palang nangyayari na hindi ko alam and hindi ko inaasahan na may ganun din palang mga issues." Anyways, That's life. Napaka "Unpair" sabi nga ni Mara / Kesha. Di ako sana'y tawagin siyang Kesha kasi di naman siya Singer? HAHA. And Nik was very approachble and fun to be with. Both of them are fun to be with kaya ang saya-saya kong nameet ko sila personally.

Nawala na yung pagka Anti-Social thinggy ko. So ito pa, nung umuwi ako. Naligaw ako. Napakatanga ko na nagpapanic na ako kasi sakto lang at wala na akong extra pamasahe. So the only thing to do is to "123". I really want to give thank to God kasi di ako nahuli. HAHA. Hays Another lesson learned. Magtipid talaga at mag ipit ng extra pamasahe pauwi.

Nik will be back with the same url: nikcoffee.tumblr.com and I hope my old followers would still be there to welcome me home.

Honestly, the last thing I want to do is to be back on tumblr. Yes, I missed everything about it; posting about anything under the sun, sharing my day-to-day experiences with people I barely know, being able to express myself freely through words and photos, meeting and greeting new personalities, gaining friends, getting a lover.

Nikcoffee had been a part of your dashboards for almost 2 years and it's been months since I left. Leaving for reasons that I don't want to remember anymore.

But thinking about all of the reasons why I left makes me sick. I shouldn't have been affected with all of those things given the fact that I know where I stand. Nevertheless, everything had happen for a reason. I enjoyed a happy and quiet life while I was gone, and it did made me a peace of mind.

I'm afraid to come back, honestly. Afraid that history might repeat itself. Afraid to meet the people I've had conflict with. Afraid to meet the douches that once broke my heart. Afraid to get hurt, once again..

But tumblr isn't just a blogging site for me, it's my home.

Now, I'm coming home. On June, nikcoffee is back in business. Ready to face the world once and for all, bigger and better.

I hope you would still be there to follow my journey.

No wonder, by just seeing all the pictures in my dash, I can easily say it. Great.

BTW, namiss ko bigla si Nik kanina. Yung isang contestant kasi sa PGT kamukha nya eh. Yung kumanta ng Billionaire at Just The Way You Are. Basta yun. Hehe. Wala lungs. Nik happens to be one of my earliest friends here in Tumblr. And he never came back.