#nightmares...

I dont usually have problems sleeping but my quality of sleep has been such shit lately and I'm so exhausted the world is shimmery. Help,

Funny that as a corpse I have an intense fear of drowning.

pens, needles and threads, curly red hair, skin that starts to peel from the cuticles, people around her have zippers on their stomachs, a carnival in the ocean, a hospital with only one room that matters, always 3 a.m., fire in a dollhouse, birds missing their hearts (they’re in her pocket), baths that just make her dirtier, food that’s always red and wet and wrapped in plastic, a woman who’s too tall for every doorway and window, carvings on the mirror, skin being infected by every malady, a portrait that yells at her, an open grave but she can’t see what’s at the bottom, a skinless man in the fog, a smoking wolf always behind her, banging her wrist in between the door and the frame, a crying mermaid, moths that never leave, everybody has an open neck. she’s nothing and nowhere.