#nicotine patch

On June 28th, I began my journey of sobriety from nicotine. My friend recently finished her patches just before I started and warned me about the dreams I'll have. I didn't realize until my first night how intense they would be. I present: "The Haunted PS1 Game That Never Existed".

So, there's this YouTuber I watch called Izzzyzzz and they talk about nostalgic video games and media, but sometimes do more obscure renditions.

I fell asleep to their Haunted PS1 Demo video (highly recommend it btw), but when I woke up, I was still in my bed in the dream and saw another video about a weird game that I didn't get recommended to me. They went into full detail with pictures and shit of how the game worked. It was like an aesthetic nightmare with cute sprites but grotesque imagery.

There was a God that kind of looked like the "you're not perfect" monster from Courage the Cowardly Dog mixed with God from Silent Hill 3. Also, a "cutesy" sprite of conjoined triplet babies (clearly sewn to one another).

All I remember is that if God caught you, your body would get mutilated and conjoined with 2 other victims in a baby-sized body as one, and then the final boss battle with God leaving you on a creepy menu screen.

I FALL ASLEEP IN THE DREAM and wake up in a large grey room with a flat-screen tv and a couch.

The room had two doors that led to another room. They were open and it freaked me out so I closed them and sat back down.

Suddenly, I heard this kissing/lip-smacking sound over and over again. I start panicking and running back up to the doors to make sure they stayed closed. One opened and I ran in to find out what the sound was.

The room was almost pitch black and the only thing giving it a fraction of life was the TV from the main room.

I started jumping around and yelling to see what the fuck was going on and this distorted figure levitates in my direction and stops.

Its limbs were connected loosely like nerves (silent hill 3 like), but the face was male and had a cord connecting it from the ear to the torso.

If I turned away and looked back, it would position itself differently until we got into the battle. It fought like an RPG but you only saw its solemn expression and the cord attached to the ear.

I killed it, but somehow got the bad ending. The screen just said, "You've killed the body of God, but its soul transferred to you."

Suddenly, I was teleported to the menu screen where I could walk around. Everything in the grey room was frozen, even God's slumped body levitating

Male Brain Surgeon: I'm a brain surgeon, the monotony can really get to you. But thanks to overzealous laws I can't light up a cigarette or do shots to relax my nerves. With Alcotine Patch; it really lightens the mood, especially after an unfortunate patient death.