#nicholedonje

  So there is a gurgling inside me when my fuse starts sparking. A little gremlin comes out growling, spitting and yelling through my aching feet and allowing each trigger I have to one by one start to pop. 

Some more than others have the amazing talent of lighting that fuse and releasing….THE KRAKEN! 

So now I’m taking a deep breath,  placing the leash back on my demon, laughing  at myself and…

Life Poems #0: Breath

Today I was born. My first breath a violent cough filled with life and the release of whatever it is I was before this. There is an ache in my chest, a newness both frightening and exhilarating. My heart pounds, I cry in the euphoria of the heightened reality my body now feels. The dense security is gone, I feel the air on my skin. My eyes ache and yet the light delights me. The sound of voices…

It’s Time to Trust in Me…

  It’s March first and I have made a decision. Starting today and for the next 3 months, I will do a blog post a day as an exercise in personal investment. I have been talking, thinking, longing to do this for a year but terrified of the commitment to myself. It’s fascinating how easily I commit my time and energy to others often leaving what matters to me personally behind, like an unfinished…