#niall2020

No Judgment is out guys! Go and like it and don't forget to steam it as much as possible!!

This is going to sound stupid but... what if?

I have a lot of pure examples of love in my life. My parents have been together for 25 years, my grandparents on both sides for almost twice that amount of time. Each and everyone one of them can easily tear the Mickey outta their partner with nothing but tender affection in the eyes and joking voices while stating that they wouldn't change them for anything in the world.

I've never felt that kind of love myself but I've grown up seeing it. And it's almost like I can't stop seeing it in some couples, whereas others are simply lacking that spark.

So, when I was 10. When I saw two strangers become best friends over night. When I saw how they were practically hip to hip all the time. When I saw pure fondness every time they spoke of or to each other. And I told myself, "this has got to be love."

I then had to watch for 5 years while people forced their harsh words on the pair and belittled something so pure and beautiful. I watched for 5 years while people burnt flags with their joint name on it while screaming slurs and spewing hate. I watch as a boy with the brightest smile and softest personality became duller and harsher. I watch as a boy with the biggest heart and kindest soul was dragged through the mud and became empty and hurt.

But both boys still loved the world and their fans. They put Kindness into a world that showed them so much hate. Hatred for the way they looked at each other with love, fondness and affection.

But we fought. Hard. We made videos, sent hate, dug up proofs, hack cameras and scared off fandoms and celebrities alike.

We fought a tough battle.

A losing battle.

Because, what if we were wrong.

What if all we did was make it impossible for two best friends to be near each other. What if we drove two people further apart by forcing them together. What if we ruined a solid relationship because it didn't consist of the two people we wanted to see together.

It's a tragic story. From either side.

If they were in love, the world hated them for it and so did some fans.

If they weren't, then management forced two friends apart in order to protect them.

If they were but decided to stop, the world was so cruel they didn't really have a choice.

If it wasn't and they had stayed away, the world encouraged it.

There's not a single good side. All of them are battered and bruised with hate and scorn. It's gut wrenching. Heart stoppingly sad.

Antis sent hate to Lou, Haz and Larries. Why? Pathetic.

Larries sent hate to El, Modest! and Antis. Why? Unnecessary.

We all claimed to love and support Harry but we ignored that all he wanted was for us to show the world love and spread kindness everywhere we go.

We all claimed to stand behind Louis but we divided everything he said into boxes and ignored the pieces we didn't like when all he wanted was for people to be humble and have fun.

All we got out of those 5 years were stunts and hate and aggression.

The boys gave us beautiful music and even though we bought their albums and tickets and merch, did we really support them where they needed our support the most?

So, what if we were wrong?

Wrong to push.

Wrong to demand.

Wrong to invade.

What if we did more harm than good?

We've learnt from some our mistakes. It's true, we have. But the same things keep coming up. The same issues and debates.

What is Harry's sexuality?

When will Zayn return?

Is Liam homophobic?

Could this song be about him?

Was this true?

Did Zayn leave because of Harry?

Was Niall the forced to agree to the hiatus?

Is Harry dating the random person seen in this photo?

Is Louis engaged to Eleanor?

Did Niall cheat on Hailee?

Is Louis coming out along with his album?

Did Liam and Zayn have a falling out recently?

Does Liam hate Harry?

It's ridiculous. Really. 90% of the topics are none of our business and the rest are just arbitrary.

They went into the X Factor as kids.

They. Were. KIDS!

They didn't know how gruesome the industry could be until it was pretty much too late. The amount of pressure put on the 5 of them was back breaking.

Zayn left and we took him apart for it with only 30% of us asking if he was okay. Again. Pathetic.

Liam said he needed alchohol to deal with the stress and 60% of us made videos for which were mostly likely his drunk moments on stage or at award shows.

Harry asked not to be labeled in terms of his sexuality and 70% of us demand he give us an actual answer and accused him of queer baiting.

I mean. How is this love and support. So few of our fandom has shown them pure love and support and to the ones that have, thank you. Thank you. Thank You.

But the point remains the same. We need to do better this time guys.

If they get together or not.

If Larry is real or not.

If Zayn comes back or not.

If Niall cheated or not.

If Liam had a falling out with Haz/Zayn or not.

If Louis made a stupid comment on a recorded call or not.

It shouldn't matter. They shouldn't be forced into defending themselves to the media or us. Their health, happiness and success should be the only important factor to us.

I want to believe that Larry is real. And I did. For a really long time. But I just can't anymore. It did no good believing in it. We were more harm than good to be honest. I hope they had happiness in their relationship, whatever it was, because they deserve it. Always.

I'll be honest. I straight up cried! This song is so so raw and just stunning. Absolutely. Breath takingly. Stunning!

Nialler has come so far with his music and if his first album and newest singles are anything to boot, his upcoming album will be so fantastically successful!

Heaven knows I will be first in line to preorder it the second he releases it!