I don't really know what I am going to write about but thought I should give it ago to vent the many thoughts I have going on in my head.
I have recently started a new job and I hate the part where you have to start the conversations with the girls at work when your the ‘new girl’. All you think about is the best way to bring up something that is a safe subject without offending anyone, as I do this daily, I hate that moment where you are half way through a conversation and you notice that no one cares or is listening and you slowly start to change the convo and let it fade out, like it never happened. That is probably what is happening now.
I completely forgot to pay that Dartford toll charge and I swear when you didn't pay on the internet it was less money, how can they raise the price when they don't even have to pay the person to sit in the little window to take your money. I ran the bloody company to try and explain that I am no way paying the £70 fine and I got some Charming Lad, who clearly wanted to be working that day, his computer was apparently ‘slow’ so after 15 minutes in silence he then took the bloody payment twice so I have now paid double the fucking price to drive through a tunnel, GREAT.
So after all this I then decided I needed some food even though I should be sticking to my diet, I find it so hard to have the lunch prepared the day before, at the beginning of the work I would have brought every fresh fruit and veg in sight with the idea to make the healthiest lunch, this never happens. By the end of the week I am struggling between having a cheese triangle and some moldy leftover lettuce leaf. I went to Tesco hoping for a chocolate croissant and every shelve was bloody empty. I come back with a weight watchers meal for dinner and a over priced tuna salad :(
I made it half way home before remembering I had left my weight watchers dinner in the work fridge and had to stop again on the way home to grab another weight watchers meal. I then remembered that after attempting to park about 6 times and leaving my car looking abandoned half in a space, that I had left my boot cut trousers on and had to change in a busy car park into my dirty leggings left on the car floor, while a man decides to take a slow walk past. Why is it that you can never walk into a shop and just buy the thing you need? I come out with sausages, bread, face mask, a book, razors, a bread knife and four different coloured candles.
So today I managed to stick to my diet even though the aim was to eat everything is sight and I spent £40 on crap that I didn't even need, I just hope my boyfriend doesn't check the joint account.