So hey, here we go again self; trying again our best, still not giving up and maybe later? I lost. It’s been a years since I do blogging and not saving it and the ending, deleting it. And I finally figured out the reason why. All this time I keep on thinking of making my life be more interesting for others like a simple perfect one and goals. I always keep on focusing on the bright and trying to be always an optimist one in front of the people around me, which I am not included. Yes, I am so blessed to have a loving family and friends that I know will always be there and that I couldn’t ask for more. But what to do, I keep on showing the whole me in front of the people but the shadow remains hidden and not shown which I truly believe, this whole thing is just like a painting without an art. I thought maybe the key for all of this is to little by little, I need to persevere and have courage to face all the trials by adding little colors and an outline with my whole self; to unravel myself; to love myself; to trust myself; and to simply be myself. Okay, enough with the “introductory part” it’s kind of giving me some weird feelings though hahahaha so.... Consider yourself a lucky one if you found this blog somewhere? I hope you could relate in my blog and don’t worry I’ll also try to make this blog helpful for you and will surely be an art you’ve never seen in any exhibits.

All the love, 

Charissa