#nerdynerds headcanons

People are saying stuff like "at least kai isn't afraid of water like before!"

But that's the thing

He IS

He is afraid of water like before, he still can't swim and he is scared.

But that didnt matter to him.

He was going to fucking drown for a small chance of seeing them again.

Did you guys see Nya in the water thing? It was her old haircut.

Even after all this time, after all she has been through, Kai still thinks of nya as his young baby sister.

His young baby sister who he had to raise by himself. Who he would do ANYTHING to see again.

Even if it means surrounding himself in his greatest fear, choking as water fills his lungs.

Because he wanted to take the small chance to see his family again.