#nerdynerd rants

Hey so it turns out, if you get through the horrible year(s), the hard parts, there'll be something eventually that makes it worth it. I know I've heard so many people say it, but to experience it myself is a whole other thing.

Trying to write to avoid the inevitable (task I need to do and im very anxious about) but i can't remember how to words. Aaaa

Thought "destiel, save me destiel" like dawg, how the fuck are the doomed gays gonna save me? Those mofos couldnt even save eachother

*Curls up into a little ball but no outside normal time passes while I take a long moment to mentally prepare myself for time sensitive task I procrastinated*

I'm not prepared. To become a human. A functioning one. One who interacts with other humans.

I'm not prepared. To become a human. A functioning one. One who interacts with other humans.

Yeah, don't worry I'm fine *has an anxiety attack* *dies* *muffled oops from my grave*

Almost laughed while watching Brand New Day in theater because someone apparently was crying (heard this from my twin) and also someone was sleeping. I wore a very swag outfit 🎉