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triggering warning: alcohol, drunk people, unrequited feelings, also angst ENGLISH ISN’T MY NATIVE LANGUAGE I’M SORRY

“He is like the sun; he just makes everything brighter around him… Just look at you, even you are a lot warmer when he is near you”

The silver haired was sitting on the floor of the living room with who knew how many empty cans around him. Obviously he had enough for the night, or at least that was what Roxas decided after such cheesy line. 

There were two reasons why the blond was taking all this drunken bullshit. First, it was his brilliant idea to have some beers, an apology for being an ass, and second (and most importantly) Roxas was a little drunk too, and his drunk-self knew Riku was right (not like he would admit it).

The younger was mentally cursing his brother while keeping the silver haired far away of the remaining alcohol. This honestly wasn’t a difficult task, especially with the silver haired in that state. 

“I can’t believe Sora didn’t tell you about her…”

Well both of them knew Sora was a big airhead also it wasn’t like you need to tell everyone about your romantic relationship but…

“We know each other for almost two years…”

Roxas quietly observed how Riku was taking his ass out of the floor (or more accurately, how the elder sit on the couch). For the blond it was like a weird plot twist because when he met him just some months ago, he knew at first glance that this cocky bastard had a crush on his brother. It was so fucking obvious; the only one who didn’t seem to notice was Sora. 

Riku (in Roxas’ eyes) looked like this kind of people who didn’t care about the relationship status of their crush, those people who thought they were the best option for them. Roxas wouldn’t let his brother get hurt because some random guy. Roxas tried to scare the guy away but Riku proved to be such a harsh enemy. Somehow they ended in some competition whenever they met (well Sora participated too but he always ended on last place). Sora misinterpreted their behavior as a friendly competition where both parties got carried away.

Looking back Roxas now knew that it would be impossible for Riku to break Sora and Kairi’s relationship; he cared about Sora as much as he did. The elder would never do something that could hurt him deeply. And all that made him feel like shit, he was so rude to him without a real reason… Not to mention the fact that if he were on Riku place he would also think he had some kind of chance. First of all, Sora knew the guy was single and the elder wasn’t only interested on girls. Second, what kind of person uses one of his friends as a body pillow? Roxas knew how touchy feeling his brother could be but it was the first time he saw him using constantly other people’s lap (or other parts of Riku’s body) as a pillow for naps. Well maybe all that was because the elder was the first who was cool with it (or at least didn’t complain about it). 

“I’m sorry…” Roxas whispered, the blond waited for a while he was expecting some sassy answer but instead he didn’t get any kind not event a growl but he didn’t feel like talking anymore (and probably) either did Riku… So with anything better to do, the younger took his phone; the light of the screen blinded him for a few seconds (it wasn’t a smart idea to keep the house’s lights off).  ‘Shit it’s so late…’ He was wondering what way was the best one to get out of the place without looking like a heartless asshole (especially since it was his own idea to get drunk) but when he looked at the silver haired… He was fucking sleeping. ‘well that explains it’.