Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard, side katelyn/aaron Additional Tags: Relationship Study, First Time, porn with lots of feelings basically, Andrew POV, andrew growth, andreil being in love bc that's my brand, Canon Compliant, Established Relationship, Fluff, Introspection, References to Canon Abuse, i want andrew to be happy, IM A SAP, neil is the best bf, Communication, Consent, Anal Sex, Dry Humping, lots of spice idk man, I Had To Series: Part 5 of progress comes in small steps Summary:

Deep down, Andrew knew he would always reach this crossroads, a time where the thought became too strong to ignore.

Going all the way with Neil. It's not something he can continue to avoid thinking about. When Andrew looks back to the days where he held Neil's hands down, when he never got off with him in the same room, he's forced to acknowledge how much he's allowed.

Not allowed. Welcomed. Wanted.

But that’s not all there is to it, and the desire to make a decision finally makes itself known.

Bookmarker's Notes:

WHERE TO START?!!!

First: If you are interested in how Andrew navigates his prior trauma as he seeks deeper physical intimacy with Neil, read this work.

Second: Be prepared for what their vulnerability might stir up in you as the reader. I don't mean that as a warning, more as a opening. (Does that make any sense?!!)

I’d love to just go watch Exy games and sit there wearing an obnoxious jersey and screaming about how THAT WAS A FOUL

yeah that sounds like a great way to spend an afternoon. 

Elliot Smith: Favorite song to listen to when you’re sad?

I wonder if you're the first person to get a tfc themed tattoo

18. if you could breathe music, which artist would you choose to inhale and which would you choose to exhale?

“he takes your handshe was five foot fourbaby, can’t you seeyou know we can get awaydon’t panic, no, not yet”

Is there something from your childhood that you haven’t outgrown?