It’s Friday, Friday the 13th of March.  I’m at the office today, watching Fox News on the Coronavirus that we all know has taken over the world.  Everyone is panicking, hoarding toilet paper and hand sanitizer.  You know what I’m doing? I’m sitting here in my office chair annoyed with the fact that when I look down and see that puffy stomach of mine, I grab it all with my hands and shake it wondering why I continue to let this thing grow?!  Like for real, it looks like I have a fanny pack built into my romper that I’m wearing today because here in Northern VA, we will hit 75 degrees.  I mean if I had a zipper, I could fit my entire purse into this thing.

I look pregnant, but I know my period is days away because as usual I stuff my face with chocolate, the addicting milk chocolate Cadbury eggs that come out during Easter, and of course I had to buy Thin Mints.  I know I do this to myself but no matter how many pep talks I give myself, I just can’t seem to get into a rhythm without something stopping me.

I was doing well going to the gym everyday but I had an ENT appointment which threw me into depression because I was convinced I had a brain tumor.  So four weeks later, CT scan clear but now I get to have my tonsils and adenoids removed. just GREAT! I’m 35 years old dealing with this. smh….. 

Anyway way off topic, does anyone have those moments of where you want to fix yourself and you know what to do, but you lose momentum? How do you get yourself out of those funks? Plesae…. give me some tips!!!