#needinspirations

Hmmmmmm it’s been a while I haven’t wrote anything.. hehhee.. been busy with my baby, hubby and work life... Pheww... all of them has taken much of my time, but no complaining, truthfully I enjoyed it very very much.... ;)

Right now I’m writing this post because I have something in my mind, and I missed writing on my own blog, to explore what I’m going to write and what are things I’m going to do next.. That might be my next clue..... xD

Recently, I have been thinking about quitting my real job, and chose another path of work life..... I’m thinking about being entrepreneur, or doing something I love or passionate about....

Let’s draw down things I’d love to do:

1. TRAVELING (duh, this is so obvious hahahaha... me and hubby also thinking about moving to Bali and live there heheheehe) perhaps someday I should open my tour company...... finger crossed :)

2. SHOPPING (this is interesting because I love to hunt some stuff and got the best deal out of it! :P), this can led to Personal Shopper.. Doing shopping for someone else but I can still fulfill my hobbies :)

3. ALL ABOUT BABY STUFF (this could led me to open baby shop, I might think about this as my fave hobby, hunting babies stuff!!) >> this might happen to me soon, thinking about it for sometimes now..

4. EVENT ORGANIZING (I love organized events, but haven’t found my core team to do this), yet I still need guidances from the senior’s or people who happen I know in real life that doing this EO thing...

Ok, as a simple result no. 1, 2 and 3 is much reasonable right now. But for me no. 2 and 3 can be my good choices.... just need to start it right away, because this businesses needs networking and trust! Alright, go start and make it happen AStrid!!!!

Btw, I’m thinking about opening a new blog, to write things I sell or anything related to my other kind of Job besides Office Life.

Dear GOD, one wish that I want right now is I can still do what I like but also can take care of my family from a close sight. Hopefuly, You will give my family the most best out of the best things in life... AMEN :)

See you later dear readers! :)

xoxo,

pernah ga sih kalian ngerasain kalo banyak banget unek-unek di dalam hati dan pikiran kamu? dan kalian ga tau harus cerita ke siapa untuk mengeluarkan unek-unek tersebut. waktu dikeluarin juga ga semuanya keluar karena terlalu sulit untuk dijelaskan dengan kata-kata. sucks banget tau ga sih?

pertama, aku merasa kalau jalan yang aku pilih di kuliah ini salah. Aku salah memilih jalan........... Tapi di sisi lain di dalam hati aku merasa ini adalah aku, ini aku, ini aku yang sebenarnya. Aku gatau apakah aku harus mengikuti kata hati aku untuk menjadi diri sendiri atau................ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgh ini sulit banget untuk dijelasin :(

kedua, aku sudah muak sama kata-kata friendship or bestfriend things. semuanya bullshit!!! kemana coba mereka semua disaat aku membutuhkan? padahal aku selalu berusaha untuk ada saat mereka membutuhkan aku. tapi mereka bertindak seolah-olah ga butuh aku. apa salah aku? aku tau semua udah punya urusan/acara masing-masing. tapi seenggaknya luangkan waktu sebentar untuk sekedar share story kek gitu. bahkan sekarang aku gatau siapa temen aku yang sebenarnya. 

ketiga, aku bener-bener gamau jatuh ke lubang yang sama untuk kedua kalinya. tolong jauhkan aku dari rasa "itu". aku gamau heartbreak lagi. aku gamau ngabisin waktu aku hanya untuk berlarut-larut dalam heartbreak thing itu. tapi di kasus lain juga aku gamau ngejauh/kehilangan dia. aku cuma mau rasa itu hilang aja.

keempat, bukannya narsis atau apa ya. sebetulnya aku tuh cantik ga sih? aku ngerasa aku jelek :( kadang hal ini juga yang bikin aku ga pede dan sometimes bermental down.